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quitting my master~

hye bloggers..

hmmm..aku baru je wat 1 decision yg besar dlm hidup aku..hari ni mase kursus kawen aku berpikir jap psl perjalanan hidup aku..aku tgh amik master by research skang..dan keputusan aku skang ialah aku xleh nk go on ngan master aku memandangkan kerja aku kat ofis mmg bapak la berlambaknyeee..aku xleh nk concentrate dah..blik keja oun still wat keja ofis..bila masenye aku nk wat research aku..

so skang ni aku decide nk hold dlu master aku..aku nk wat mane yg aku boleh dlu..org tamak selalu rugi kn?..so, baik aku jgn tamak2..aku pun dah start nk plan utk kehidupan berkeluarga lak pasni..maknanye duit 2 kna la jimat2 kn?..hahaha..duit yuran master leh la aku simpan utk bekalan mase depan..agak2 da stable blik, aku sambung je la master 2..mudah2an Allah berkati perjalanan hidup aku..

emm..sowi la hari ni aku mls sket nk speaking sbb aku tgh pressure..huhuhu..mase rehat kursus kawen 2 aku tepon parents aku n mintk pendapat diowg..alhamdulillah diowg support aku..diowg pun xnk la tgk anak bongsu diowg ni hidup x terurus..so aku explain la kat diowg sbb2 aku xleh nk go on ngan master aku..ayah aku mcm biase suruh aku wat mane yg termampu dlu n jgn terburu2 wat keputusan..ibu aku pun same..pas ckp ngan diowg 2 trus aku rase 1 beban kat dada aku dah hilang..pasni leh la aku fokus cri experience keja je dlu n kumpul duit utk brtunang..huhu..insyaAllah..

before aku call diowg 2, aku msg abg aku yg name zul 2..aku mintk pendapat dia..ye la..bkn senang nk wat keputusan yg besar mcm 2..abg aku pun support aku sbb aku ni kn baru nk blaja hidup..bile name pun baru nk blaja hidup, mestilah ade je mcm2 rintangan yg akn dilalui utk mematangkn kita kn??..huhuhu..maka, keputusan yg aku fikir terbaik utk aku adelah dgb mem'postpone'kn blaja aku..harap2 semangat blaja aku 2 masih ade nti..

aku bkn x suka master aku..aku suka sgt..supervisor aku pun best..cuma masalah aku skang ialah time constraint and money constraint..kalo aku ade biasiswa dah lame aku teruskan..tp malangnye biasiswa hanye utk budak2 full time je..aku lak part time..dlu surat tawaran aku mmg full time..tp aku tukar sbb aku tkt aku xleh siapkn thesis aku on time..tp bila aku wat part time pun aku still xleh siapkn, baik aku undur diri dlu..tenangkn kepala otak n wat step by step..kalo Tuhan nk bg rezeki 2, mesti ade punyelah..cuma kena sabar je la..

emmm..k la..aku nk sambung wat keja aku..VO melambak2 nk kna settle..aku kna organise blik hidup aku..huhuhu..c u later guys!..

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headache~

hye bloggers~..

phewww!!..i hate headache!!..my world started to turn upside down everytime i opened my eyes..my bf took me to a clinic at shah alam to get me examined by a doctor..the doctor said that i was having a stressful moment and i need to relax..get a good sleep and eat rice a lot and not to forget, drink a lot of plain water..hmmm..i've just taken my medicine..and now i dont feel sleepy..medicine is meant to make u sleep so that u can get a good rest but not this one..ohahaha..

cannot say more cause i intend to do my research tonight with God's will..tataaa~

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flat tyre~

uwaaaa....

i had a flat tyre yesterday..today i'm gonna fix it since i'll be back to Johore this afternoon..yikesss~..money~..money~..come to meeeee!!..hukhukhuk..i chose to go home because there will be a 'kenduri doa selamat' to celebrate my parents homecoming from Mecca..huhuhu..i've got a perfume from my bro after i fetched him from kl sentral..he had to go to vietnam to handle his project and sadly he didn't have the chance to see my parents soon as they arrived at Malaysia from Mecca..

tonnes of work are waiting for me..but for now, i don't wanna think about it..family comes first!!..huhuhu..k folks..enjoy ur weekend!!..

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enjoying my LIFE~

hye bloggers..

phewww~..i've just finished my discussion with a QS contractor..we're having drinks at Starbucks near my office to discuss about the project..i can't wait to complete this project..huhuhu..seriously, i really enjoy my work if i know the process of doing it..it reduces my stress and levels up my mood..

fyi, i've moved out from PJ and currently staying in Subang which is near to my new office..eventhough we (my officemates and i) are staying on the 5th (last) floor of the building, i do like the environment there..it is calm and not congested..some may say that it's the place for 'Jin Bertendang' but all i know it is a suitable place to relax after having a hectic day of your life..

mummy and ayah will be coming home on the 23rd of November..it's next week!!...yeaaayyyy!!!..i've already took 2 days leave..yahooo!!..mummy and ayah will become haji and hajjah!!..alhamdulillah~..

master..masterrr..masterrrrr..what can i say about it???..my research is pending for the time being since i have tonnes of work to take care of..actually, i cannot stop doing it..it's a continuos work to do..once i stop, it's hard to start all over again..hukhukhuk..regarding my fees, i've received my credit card..so, i dont have to worry about my fees, i can use the credit card first and top it up as soon as i've got my salary..huhuhu..now i know how hard to earn money..so, i have to be wise in spending them only for necessary things..

guys, better move on..my works are calling for me..huhu..catch ya later!


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yabedabedoooo~

hye bloggers..

phewww~..raya is just around the corner..i'm going to do my shopping today with my bf after i get back from the office..working on Saturay is not that fun u know?..actually i really don't have to go to the office but i want to settle my work before this coming raya..=)..

many things to do today..taking momi to a car wash, repair momi's front light, buy my hari raya clothe and have a potluck at kak ila's house..hmmm..my thesis hasn't started yet..i'm collecting all the data now and i hope i can finish it before 14th Sept..=)..come on tia!!..u can do it!!

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i'm happy..thanks to Allah..=)

Dear bloggers,


i'm at my office now..i have tonnes of works but i'm not in the mood to do it..raya mode is beginning now..huhuhu..yesterday i went to break fasting with my bf..we went to a restaurant near the Muzium..he picked the place..i just followed him..hehe..

we had a great time together and after we ate, we went to Masjid Negeri 2 pray..my mom was so proud when she heard that i went to the mosque because if u guys knew me, i'm not that kind of person who will do that due to my laziness..it's my bf who encouraged me to do the right thing..thanks to him..=)

my family taught me everything but i'm the black sheep who prefer not to follow it..bad tia!!..but now i feel safer than ever because i know my family always right about everything and having my bf beside me all the time kind of making me a better person..

i'm thankful to Allah for giving all the joys to me and hopefully i can improvise myself each and everyday..insyaAllah..

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true love..


dear bloggers..


i love MOHD HAFIZI BIN OSMAN..and no one else..



The End.......

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my unlucky day~

dear bloggers..
hmm..today is my unlucky day because i have been summoned by the kelana jaya police..i'm not in the mood to share the reason i was getting that summon..just let me and the police only to keep our secret..
no wonder why i felt itchy on my left hand..old folks used to say that if we feel itchy on our right hand, we will get money from someone..but if it's on the left hand, it means that we will lose some money..today, i lost my money because of that summon..but thank god this thing didn't get any worst..alhamdulillah..
hmm..my mind is somewhere else now but my body is still at home..my body is still aching due to the 'BEKAM' treatment..hopefully, my health will get better..
nothing much i want to say today because i'm still in a great shock..see ya later!

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sneaking out from my tonnes of works..

dearie bloggers..

today i don't feel like going to work but i still have to..urrghhh~..we have to love our job to ensure that we produce a quality work..currently, i don't feel it..it's like i'm losing the 'touch'..huhuhu..

last night, i had a fight with my bf..i don't know why i became so stubborn and heartless..jealousy runs into my body and brain..i got home a bit late not as planned..i had this headache which i don't even know why?..

the clock is ticking and my lunch hour is almost near..hey girl!..u're fasting today lorr..hihihi..no wonder my stomache keeps singing a terrible song..krookk..kreeekkkk..krookkk..kreeekkk..tomorrow i will have a meeting with FELCRA at taman rampai..the meeting will start at 10 a.m. and i have to attend it with one of my seniors..so, tonight will be a long night because i have to prepare all the paperworks before going to the meeting..

till then......

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finally..i get the chance to update my deariee blog~..


Dear bloggers..

yikes~..sorry for not being able to update my blog since i've been loaded with tonnes of work..*sigh~..but there's no need to mumbling or pity for myself..i'm a worker now..i have my own responsibility..huhuhu

so..i'm actually in my office and still busy doing my work but i don't know...suddenly, i miss my blog so much..it's been a long time, right?..fyi, i'm happy with my busy life with my loved ones around me especially my family..without them, i cannot face the difficulties in my life..happy belated birthday to my dad..we celebrated his birthday last saturday without the presence of my big bro..he has to work on that day..huhuhu..

not to forget my dear Mohd Hafizi Osman who has brighten up each and everyday of my life..first, he bought me a scale ruler for my birthday..hahaha..can u imagine that??..i've got a scale ruler for my birthday but honestly, i like it very much..it showed that he concerned about me and took every detail of me each time i open my mouth..hahaha..(i used to mumble about me not having a scale ruler and always forgot to buy it)..

next, he bought me a bouquet of red roses and two pairs of shoes for my convocation day..that was so touching..hihihi..then, he bought me a hair dryer since i kept on talking on how i hate it when my hair was not well managed..hahaha..thanks again b~..

not only that, he bought me handbag because my previous handbag had already been damaged by MEEEE~..hihihi..ganas tol aku ni..and i've got this couple rings which have our name written on them..mine is written with his name and vice versa..so my point is that he never mad at me even though sometimes i acted badly (kepala angin aku dtg) or i didn't reply his SMS or his ym..thanks for being patient with me b..

phewww~..tomorrow i'll be fasting before the coming Ramadhan..hope tomorrow will be better and keep on better everyday..insyaAllah..i think i have to stop now because my works are calling for me..c u guys later..and have a nice dayyyy~

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my happy life~

hye bloggers..


today, i went out to take my convocation robe with my friends because our convocation day is just around the corner..=)..i'm happy this month because i've just bought a car with my own money..i named it as MOMEN = MOMI as part of my first date with my bf and there was an incident at that time (no need to explain furthermore)..huhu.. actually, part of the downpayment came from my dad's pocket money..huhu..however, i will still repay it since i don't wanna burden my dad..my mom and dad will go for their 'haji' this year, insyaAllah..i'm happy for them too..

so, i went out at 12.30 o'clock to take MOMI to the car wash and pick up my bf at his family's house..next, i went to pick up fana at section 2 and met bro own at the tower..the weather was so hot and we cannot stay longer there..finally, we settled the procedure and went to KFC at section 2 to have our late lunch..hahaha..fatty me to eat all the chicken alone..kikiki..


huaarghhh~..so tired today..better get a good sleep now..tomorrow's gonna be a tough day..be prepared tia!!..huhuhu..nite2 bloggers..

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in a relationship~

hye bloggers..


finally, i'm in a relationship again..i don't know if i've made the right decision or not but hopefully everything will go well..=)..thank u to that guy for trying his best to meet my requirement..huhuhu..that's all for now..choww!!

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my updated status..huhuu..

hye bloggers..






yikesss~..it's been a hectic day lately..meeting, overtime and blaa..blaa..bla...eventhough i hate it so much but i still have to face it..cool tia!!..u always can get through it..=)..now my senior does not pressure me too much anymore..maybe he thinks i can start handle everything by myself..never mind..i have to learn to be independent anyway..huhuhu..





having someone who loves u more than u do is very fortunate for u, don't u think?..right now i have someone who really loves me no matter who i am and what i did..he keeps on supporting me..but i don't know..my heart is still freezing and should i say 'keras hati' la..hahaha..i've been surrounded by these loving people and some of them willing to do anything for me..but i don't want to take advantage for every kindness that they serve to me..=)




my love life??..emmm..how to put this?..right now my status is single but in the process of having a serious relationship..hihihi..i have already planned for the next 2 years..i hope i can achieve my target by then..=)..




my family??..they are as great as they are..we're going to have a feast on this 30th april because i have promised my parents to give some money from my salary to be used for the 'kenduri yassin'..=)..my parents taught me well..they taught me to 'sedekah' if we have some money..thanks mummy and ayah..mummy and ayah will go for their 'haji' next year insyaAllah..i hope everything will work out well as planned..




i think that fair for now..i have to go to work today eventhough it's SUNDAY..what to do?..i haveto perform well to make a living..=)..till then..daaaa~




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buzzzz~

dear bloggers..

as usual..i'm late to update this blog..yeahh..yeahhh...yeahhh..bz as always did..i went to an interview on the 20th of March 2010 at one of the contractor's firm in Shah Alam..the interview went well but i have to go for the 2nd interview next week..

looking for another job.......................should i??..it's not that i hate to work here but the truth is i hate to work with certain people here..i can work underpressure..i really can but somehow, they have to know the limit to pressure people who work with them..

gotta go now..better get some rest before i continue my work..it's 6.10p.m. and i've got fever since this afternoon complete with flu and cough just to make matters worse..huhuhu..c ya later guys..chow~

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Nearly 2 months of working~

hye bloggers..

there are only a few days before 4th of March 2010..it means that i've already worked here for 2 months..one month left for probation..hopefully everything's gonna be fine..May Allah always blesses me..aminnn~..

guess what?..i wanna buy a new handphone since my previous handphone broke down..thinking of buying nokia brand because my sony always causes damage..(self destruction)..yikess~..i saw nokia brand series 5800 and it has multiple functions such as GPS, wi-fi, mms, gprs, 3G and etc..a complete set and the cost is quite satisfying..hihihi..really want that hp now..

i've been given a new project to handle last thursday..a FELCRA project..hmmm..gotta be strong after this and learn many new things..be strong and be tough tia!!!..it's ok to cry if u really can't take it anymore..right??..



me @ the office..

emmm..suddenly i remembered a day where i came home late after work..around 1 a.m...i parked my car and i quickly went down the stairs..suddenly, there was a black object in front of me..i was so shocked until i became static and can't do anything..yikesss~..the night was blurry and finally i can see the object clearly..it was a DOG!!..urgghhhh~..the dog was staring at me when i tried to move..i began to panic but thanks to Allah for saving me..a motorist passed by and the dog ran away..pheeewwwww~..what a night??...



abg hisyam~



anis~

ok guys..better get going now coz' i have a lot of works to do today..i'm going to my office to settle my courier and we're going to have a tea time with my bro and friends at my house this afternoon..weeehuuu~..good job sis for trying to bake the marble cheese cake..(two thumbs up for u)..=)

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tired..

hye bloggers..

i'm at my office now..i'm getting busy and busier everyday..new projects will come in this week..i'm very stressed not because of a lot of work to do but the main point is that i hate to do something which i don't understand and i'm zero knowledge about it..i need time to learn..i;m not a robot who can learn just like that..i really want to gain something here but at least i have to really understand about what i've been doing for the past one month..don't expect me to grab everything in just one day..

urghhhh~..there are so many things to learn..don't give up tia..u can do it!!!!..

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1 month of working~

hye guys..

it's been a long time i haven't update my blog..i'm busy with my job and seriously i am in a very depressed condition..i don't wanna be a negative thinker but sometimes we have to be in a negative mind..if we are too positive, everybody will do whatever they want to us without feeling guilty about it..

one month has passed by..many things had happened to me..i'm starting to adapt with the office environment..i've already know all the staffs here and some of them are quite close to me..thank you to the persons who have helped me during my difficult moments..

my first salary is quite satisfying..i don't have anything in mind about buying things with the money..so i gave it to my family..just to repay all the good things they had done for me..=)..ok..that's it for my update..

i'm focusing on my career from now on..don't ask me about any bf because my target is to enjoy my life to the fullest and marry a good husband straight away..hahaha..silly me..

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a new day has come~

Hye bloggers..


I’m sorry for not being able to update my blog lately..due to my first week as a Quantity Surveyor, i guess i’ll just have to minimise my blogging activity..but don’t worry..i will still keep on writing for those who like to share their problems with me..

So, let’s get this started..on the 4th of January 2010, i woke up only to realise that i am on my own from now on..i have to make money (i mean a LOT of money) to build up my life..i live with my sister in PJ..we share a bedroom..thank God the room is big enough to fit both of us..thank sis for helping me to relocate..

The first week at work wasn’t as i expected..on the 4th day of working, I’d been scolded by the senior..even though it was not my fault, i was beginning to feel the heat..but never mind..life is never as easy as we think, right?..

Having these psychotic people around me make me feel very uneasy..my morale was very down and unstable for the past 2 weeks at work..but i still have to move on..just like adam lambert’s song..(just don’t give up..i’m workin’ it out..please don’t give in..bla..blaa..bla...)

I had sent my dissertation last week and it was such a relief..after this, i don’t have to think about it anymore..i can start focus on my work..i’ve been given a project to be handled..maybe i have to go to Sabah next month to attend the site meeting and to do site valuation..these things are very new to me..i can do it!!!..sure i can!!..

Don’t bother to ask if i wanna have a bf or not right now..it’s not that i’m trying to escape the fact that i should have one considering my age for this year but my focus is very different now..i have my own aim and goal to be achieved..i met my ex-bf’s brother at facebook yesterday..he’s a good brother..i feel comfortable talking with him..despite the fact that his bro and i weren’t together again, he still consider me as his sister..thank u aliff a.k.a. alang..

A gossip has been spread into my office about me and one of my officemates..i don’t mind because it’s just a gossip..hehehe..i better pretend that nothing happen there because i’m here to learn and experience new things and make some money ..nothing can ever turn me down or make me go away..insyaAllah..

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hold the train..i'm getting in~..hihi..

heyyo bloggers~..

for a start, it's 4 a.m. and i cannot get a good sleep..i haven't finish packing all my stuffs..too many things to be settled but i hope it'll all be fine as i planned..a new day will start tomorrow..jammed + busy + messy me..huhu..

i have to be focused from now on since i'll be standing on my own..a good plan will surely be handy..=)

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