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the 100th Post for 2009 (^^)V

10:07 PM | Labels:

alhamdulillah..

goodbye 2009 and welcome 2010..i could still recall all the memories in 2009 tonight..some were good things and there were also bad things that had happened to me for the whole year..yet, i still see them on the brighter side..

syukur alhamdulillah atas smua yg Allah berikan kpd aku dan keluarga aku..sama ada yg baik atau buruk..alhamdulillah kami dpt tempuhinya dgn redha..i'm sitting in my room..in front of my lappy right now..i only turn on my bed light..i feel content here..only about 2 hours before the new year countdown..

good news today for i've been offered to work at my previous office in Kelana Jaya..the best part is that i dnt have to attend any interview..syukur again~..i will start my work this monday (January 4th, 2010)..and the salary is quite satisfying..my parents are so happy after hearing the news because finally, Allah has fulfill their dreams..4 of their children have successfully finished the degree and get a good job..they dnt have to worry anymore..they can start saving for their 'haji' from now on..alhamdulillah again..=)..

May this coming 2010 brings us joy and happiness..v(^^)v..

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odd or awkward..which one do u prefer? (^^)V

10:47 AM | Labels:

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it's kinda AWKWARD when someone doesn't seem so happy to see YOU HAPPY..but never mind..it's their rights..who am i to care about that right?..it's even ODD when u are to be blamed for no reason, right?..

believe me..a short 'HAHAHA' is all i can say right now for Miss X (not a real name)..i don't wanna be rude but can't u just face the fact?..uuurrggghhh~..u've started to annoy me even more..be cool..chill tia!..that't what bro Own and sis Ain always told me..thanks guys~..

i've just known this one guy and he told me to update my blog everyday..i dnt have to mention his name..but if u read this dear, i just wanna say thank u for always keep on updating with me eventhough u're too busy with your new job..

today, i'm going to get my laptop serviced since the previous shop can't help me to fix it..hoping to see my ex-schoolmate, Amir this afternoon..hope he's not busy..but if he is busy, i better go there by myself..=)..

going back to Shah Alam again in the nick of time is what i don't need the most right now..oiiiihh~..but i have to..mommy has wedding to attend on this 2nd of January 2010..the decision hasn't be made yet because my dad is not in a good shape a.k.a. sick..=(..the cough doesn't stop since a week ago..i pray that he'll be fine sooner..

to readers who read this blog, thank u a lot..different people, sure there will be a different story, right?..this is my story..some of the readers who didn't like it or stopping by just to make a fun out of it, i do hope u will leave my blog forever because u're not listed in my LIKE list..it's ok to give your opinion here but u better make sure that u are among the people who are closest to me..V(^^)V

to all readers who always give me good supports, may u have a wonderful NEW YEAR!!!..

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a familiar scent~

10:25 AM | Labels:

yikesss~..

have u ever smell something that is familiar to u in the past??..well, i have..i don't wanna mention the person's name or his perfume..i don't wanna be trapped in the past anymore..it's peculiar when i suddenly smell the same scent after few years back..urrrgggghh!!..what now??..

but it's ok for me now coz' i dnt give a fuss about it..let the past be the past..and what IS, IS now..i dnt have any annoying people around me no more..or any psycho or maniac who always tries to ruin my life or makes me suffer..yipppieeee~..

i'm still an unemployed person..better start worrying now, right?..haha..i've just started to look for jobs and some of my applications are still in process..never mind..first thing first..i have to settle my dissertation and organise what's best for me at the moment..

life will be harder than before, i guess..my dad is helping my uncle who is having cancer and mommy told me that my uncle only has 6 months left according to his doctor..my dad helps to cover the hospital expenses with my auntie..his contribution had made my auntie to realise how generous my dad is eventhough we have lot of things to do for our brother's engagement day..like my mom said, "Allah sentiasa tolong org yg slalu tolong org lain.."..i feel very lucky to born in this family who care so much for others..

bro's ex-fiancee is getting too far this time for not paying her debts..maybe she is so jealous with my bro's achievements..she always blames my bro for all the things that happened to her but LADY!!!..hear me says!!..he's better off without u..we don't wanna wish bad things to happen to u and your family but u know it better..who's on the right side and who's not..

i hope my siblings will have a wonderful life with their loved ones..it's time for us to be separated and to build a new 'branch' of yacob's family..hahaha..

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another beautiful day in paradise~..

9:48 AM | Labels:

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last 25th of december 2009, my family and i went to Kota Tinggi to accompany my big bro regarding his engagement day..we started our journey at 10.30 a.m. because my auntie had suddenly came to drop some durians..yummyyy~..here are some pictures when we were there..2 days and one night with my beloved family..(^_~)





beloved sis n big bro..=)




bro - in front of our hotel..=)




me with beloved bro at Desaru beach..=)




me and future sis in-law..=)


it was a tiring but also a happy trip and alhamdulillah..my bro's engagement day will be held on February 2010..can't wait to be an auntie..Mak Suuuuu~..hihihi..

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chasing my dreams~

10:10 AM | Labels:

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emm..i came back from Shah Alam yesterday..i went to get my dissertation copies and also the mini transcript for my degree..wow~..i had this fever since 2 days ago because of the rain..my head is really aching right now but it's ok because my mom hag given me a medicine..hope to be ok soon..

ayah n mommy had successfully done their 'KENDURI DOA SELAMAT' on last Thursday night..unfortunately, i couldn't came home on time because i had to wait for my bro..we started our journey at 8.30 p.m. and we arrived at 11.45 p.m. as planned..the feast was over and everybody had headed home..

the next day, i helped my mom to wash all the dishes and clean the house..bro, sis and one of sis's housemates were about to go home (KL) in the evening..so, i'm all alone with my parents..but it's ok..i love to be with them..watching tv and cooking..haha..

it's time for my job hunting..be ready tia..u're gonna have to make it real..yeeaaayyy~

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complicated miss Anor Hayati..huhu..

9:24 AM | Labels:

yikess~..

bloggers..flashback to my previous life..this morning, i finished all the chores too early..as early as 9 a.m..therefore, i didn't know what else can i do?..so, i grabbed a few of my family's photo albums and started to view all the good old days..seriously, it's kind of taking me back to moment the pictures were taken..

i really miss all the days where our family strived hard to go through all the hardships and sometimes i don't think i can be like my mom and dad..they are the toughest parent on earth i've ever known..they raised us very well and i really hope that i inherit all their traits..i really do..i wanna be what people always say.."LIKE FATHER, LIKE DAUGHTER or LIKE MOTHER, LIKE DAUGHTER"..

being raised in this family taught me how to appreciate everything we have and be nice to everyone around us even they treated us bad..mommy taught me how to accept god's fate and my dad taught me how to be strong in this world..and to fight for myself..i wanna make both of them proud of me..

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wow~

9:51 AM | Labels:

hmmm..

i was not in a good mood lately..my exam result will be out in 2 days..i feel nervous + afraid and etc..i really want to cry at this moment..*sigh~..a lot of things happened and i was not so tough in handling them..

i'm busy searching for jobs and studying during my leisure time..STUDYING??..OMG!!!..did i just say the word??..huhu..actually it's nothing..i just feel like readind something right now..sometimes when i feel bored watching the boring astro, i'll just grab any book near me and start reading..hahaha..i hope this can be my hobby..a permanent hobby..=)..

i really miss someone..i hope he's doing just fine out there..can't express it too much..THE END~

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alhamdulillah~..

4:41 PM | Labels:

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alhamdulillah..i've been through my first interview today..it's actually an unexpected interview because i came there to be interviewed by other company but it turned out that i went to other company..i was encouraged by my lecturer to enter the room just to gain experience on the process of an interview..i practised every tip given by the speaker during my finishing school seminar..thank u a lot to them for spending their time to teach UiTM fresh graduate students regarding the interview session and the correct way to attend a job interview..

everything that happened this morning was unplanned..i met my MBWL before my interview and alhamdulillah also, our meeting went well without any fighting..we were in a calm condition and no more nonsense talk between us..syukur~..

i am very thankful to Allah for giving me the opportunity to live in this beautiful earth and for surrounding me with caring and lovely people..tomorrow night i will be back home to Johore to celebrate Aidiladha with my family..may this coming Aidiladha is filled with Allah's blessing..aminnn..

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too much sleeping..erk~..

5:53 AM | Labels:

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lately, i've been sleeping too much..adehh~..as the clock stroke 8 (pm ok..not am), i was already on my bed..hahaha..gilos kamu ni tia!!..yeahhh!..i don't know why i was so sleepy as the sun went down..

hmm..yesterday, mommy taught me to cook 'ASAM PEDAS'..i started to fry the vegetables and guess what??..my ayah told me that it was delicious..yeeeaaayyyy!!..first trial was a success!!..hehehe..today, i'm looking for a new recipe from my mom..hohohoho~..

last night oppa gave me a call around 1 a.m. but sorry oppa..i was fallen asleep at that time..(^-^)..i woke up this morning and found out that there're lots of messages and missed call from my friends..sowi again guys~..

emm..subuh already..lets pray!!..i'm going to help my mom prepare our breakfast and do my usual housekeeping (vacuum the carpet, washing the dishes, preparing the ingredients for lunch cooking and etc)..huhuhu..what a day~..

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credits for these people..(~-^)

12:11 AM | Labels:

heyyoo~..


before i forget, i want to give special credits to these people who always gave me support during my good and bad times..

1. my family...(for their unceasing support from the day i was borned)

2. emy... (sbb slalu menjadi best friend aku yg senget mcm aku gak..huhuhu)

3. rahimah... (sbb slalu dgr luahan hati aku n care about me..xOxO!!)

4. bonzer... (sbb slalu bg lagu2 yg best..hahaha)

5. bro own... (sbb layan mulut becok tia yg merapu tah pape..hohoho)






bro own and sis ain..(^_~)

6. sis ain... (sbb lyn tia pagi2 kat ym and always wish me luck..hikhikhik)

7. sarah...(sbb slalu kongsi masalah ngan aku..=)..prob kite x jauh bezanye..)

8. acap...(sbb wat aku gelak ngan lawak sengal ko..=p)

9. pali...(sbb tlg aku settlekn masalah owg gile yg kaco aku kat tepon..=p)

10. ain penang... (sbb lynkn sengal aku ngan dak2 ni..=p)


also for those who i haven't mention yet, THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORTS!!..hanya Allah mampu membalasnya..maafkn segala kekurangan tia and kesalahan tia sama ada yg tia sedari or x..tQ..

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am i wrong??..

11:39 PM | Labels:

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i'm at home now..i arrived on sunday @ 10.30 a.m from shah alam..a 3 hours journey ended up to be only 2 hours and a half..not because of i was speeding but the road was clear without lorries and cars..


actually, i went home with this guilty feeling..just straight to the point..i left my MBWL without saying goodbye for the last time..we supposed to meet each other early in the morning before i went back to my hometown..he woke up late and i decided to straightly went home..am i mean??..


did i do the right thing??..i don't even know..i drove with this guilt and didn't realise i had reached home..i sent him a message saying i was so sorry..i really didn't mean to leave him like that but i had to..how cruel i am, am i?..


to my MBWL..if u read this..i just want to apologise for everything from the beginning we met until we're apart from each other..i do really hope that we can meet in different situation not like what we used to be..a situation where there'll be only u and me..my heart will always remain as what i told u before..


drove with tears falling down my cheeks made me feel even sorrow..but as usual, life must go on..with or without u..mommy seemed to know what i've been through right now and she gave me support just like she always did..thank u mom!..


a new day has begun..a new me still waits for the sun to come..may God bless me in every way..insyaAllah..

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Finally~..

1:14 PM | Labels:

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finally, the last paper for this semester a.k.a. my final semester was done..actually, i was sad and depressed because i did not do well for the last paper..i know the answer but i failed to finish it on time..=(..

due to my unstoppable depression, i decided to go to eat @ Bara with azimah + bro own + payid + salman + bosco + iezzet..tears of joy for finally ending my degree was about to burst out and not to forget, the tears for my last paper..redha je la..and tawakal..sekiranya rezeki aku ade, maka ade la..insyaAllah..

the weather was gloomy as if it knew that i was in a sad mode..thank u Allah for giving me the opportunity to live in this world surrounded by loving and caring people..i could only pray the best for them in return..

after this, i'm going back to JOHORE to be with my family..the decision to further my master has been postponed because i want to experience a working life..i want to contribute something to my family after all the hard years of raising me up..terima kasih ayah n mommy..terima kasih kak rina, abg joy and abg aid..my life would end up with 'ZERO ACHIEVEMENT' if u weren't there..

hati terasa sedih..but the show must go on right??..face the hardships with a sweet smile..=)..

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3 down..1 more to go..(^_^)

7:10 AM | Labels:

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last wednesday was my second last paper..another one paper will be on sunday (8th Nov, 2009)..=)..it's getting near to say our farewell..i feel sad because we're going to split and make our own way..=(..

my heart is getting better and better each day..now i can go in peace but there are questions that i have to ask to my MBWL..we better get prepare ourselves for a 'big hit' after this..be strong dear..i know we can do it..

mommy asked me to stay at home for a month before i start to look for jobs..she's right..i need a rest after two years of studying..my brain needs a VACATION..huhuhu..i'm planning to find jobs at Johor Bahru..but that is just a plan..who knows i might end up back in Shah Alam..hehehe..

ok..it's time to continue my study..by the way, my Maxis number has been activated..so, anyone who has my number, do please call me because all of your numbers had gone missing after i got my new sim card..huhuhu..sorry..

May Allah bless all of u..

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2 down..2 more to go..(^_~)

10:28 AM | Labels:

yaikss..

2 papers finished..another 2 papers will come soon..huhuu..hopefully Allah will guide me till the end..i received a message from my mom today, telling me that my neighbour was admitted to a hospital last night because of H1N1..i told my mom and ayah to always wear a mask because the neighbour house is next to ours..

yesterday exam paper was tough + not enough time to finish..huhuhu..today, i have to study for my next paper..Construction Economics IV..calculation + theories??..which one do u prefer??..i'll try my best..there are only about 1 week left to be here in Shah Alam..i'm thinking of working in JB..changing of plan because i don't wanna be here anymore..

currently listening to chinese songs from the drama 'WHY WHY LOVE' and 'DEVIL BESIDE YOU'..nice..i'm looking for my mood to study..hahaha..hearing these songs make me flashback to my memories at UiTM Perak..miss that place so much~..some people may say that we cannot live in our past..but to me, my past is my guidelines and the most important thing to be cherished because what i am now are an upgrade or sometimes downgrade and changes from the past..agree??..

all of my friends have started to look for jobs..me??..i want to finish my exam first and start looking for a job afterwards..=)..can't wait to contribute to my family..and keep my promise to people that i love so much..

its kind of funny to hear this one news..about a backstabber who finally get into trouble..i don't say that i'm happy to see she suffers but maybe it's what has been fated by God..KARMA it is~..so, stop messing with other people's life..stop gossiping others and pleaseeeee stop pretending and thinking that u are the most perfect human being on earth..

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one down..3 more to go..(^_^)

7:14 AM | Labels:

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wow!..yesterday paper was 'da bomb'!!..haha..u know what i mean right?..can be categoriesed as difficult + suam2 kuku + adehhh haaiii~..huahuahua..2 hours were given to us to complete 4 questions..i sat quite at the front line..usually i'd loved to sit at the back but blurry eyes avoid me to do so..(makin rabun la npknye aku ni)..uwaaaa~..


after the exam, i went for lunch with my colleagues..we tried a new opening restaurant and it seemed that the food were delicious there..yummmyyy~..at 3.30 p.m., i went to see my lecturer for the next exam with my classmates..it was a sad moment back there when my lecturer gave us some advices regarding our class..(only about 1 week left for us to be together)..=(..


i'm grateful to Allah for clearing my mind from any bad impression even though sometimes i would suddenly hate someone..haha..i just hope the best for everybody and may Allah bless u all..it's better to forgive and forget than hoping for revenge..(aku ke ni??)..huahuahua..


today is going to be my revision day as usual because i've got my 2nd paper for measurement..i went to bed early last night due to my neck aching..i couldn't do anything so i just pulled my blanket and went to sleep..huhuhu..so, today, i have to cover what i missed last night..jia you3x tia!!..

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a prank call??..

9:41 AM | Labels: ,


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yesterday i went to imah's house to do some revision around 3 p.m. with bonzer..the first thing we did as we arrived was EATING fried noodles made by imah..yummmyyy~..mmg tgh lapar time 2..n then, we started our revision around 3.30 p.m. while surfing the internet..hahaha..sambil menyelam minum air lorr~..lalalaaa~..




my paper will start this saturday and imah's paper will start this wednesday..yaikkkss~..we're almost there friends..around 6.45 p.m., bonzer and i decided to go home because we didn't want to bother imah's family after work..huhuhu..but we still had the chance to snap some pictures at her house..haha..gile meroyan gambar la plak kn??..as long as we're happy, nothing else matters..




i sent bonzer home straightly and decided to shop for my needs..hikhikhik..unfortunately, i met my 'don't wanna meet this guy' at the groceries shop..adehhh~..wrong timing i guess??..but, what else can i do?..i was a bit shocked when he knocked on my front window..i got out of the car and smile at him..he went to the fisrt shop and i decided to go to the next shop..u guys want to know why i acted that way???..it's because i don't wanna hurt her gf's feeling..i'm a woman and i know what woman feels when her bf fell in love with other girl..




my buddies told me to block everything that had connection to him but for now, i don't think i can..i will just follow the flow..to my MBWL, sorry for acting like that..it's not that i didn't wanna talk 2 u..i really wanted to..but for now, i hope u can avoid any problem especially that involved me..focus on ur exam and may be we'll see each other next time..




i went home and did some housekeeping until 10.30 p.m. when suddenly my stomach started to growl..haha..imah was offline at that time and only acap who was there to accompany me..so, i decided to go for supper with him, pali and ain but ain could not make it..the three of us went to Khulafa at sek 7 and hang out until 1.30 a.m..nice chat and advice from u guys..thank u..

suddenly, while we were having fun chatting and laughing, i got a call from a n unknown number..coded from Johore and the guy leaved me a message..a wrong message that was actually for his friend (this was what he told me last night)..i thought it would ended by the time i said he called the wrong number..but the message and calling continued until i reached home..he dared to see me even though he didn't even know me..i gave many reasons for not seeing him..and the call ended at 4.00 a.m. if i'm not mistaken..then i went to bed wondering whether it was a prank call or he had really dialled the wrong number..hmmmm..we'll see..almost everytime i faced a situation like this and hope there will be no more prank calls from anybody that i don't have connection with..tQ..

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*sigh~

11:28 AM | Labels: ,

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what a day~..i went out early this morning at 8 a.m. to send my housemates to their class and also went to Menara to settle my application..it turned out that i had to apply at the end of this year..*sigh~..but never mind..i can use the gap to rest before i start working..huhuhu..
i don't feel good today..i don't know why and i don't even care..many things to be settled and many hearts to be taken care of..*sigh~..i hope i have the strength and courage to stand on what i believe until i really am on the verge of greatness..hahaha..insyaAllah..
back to what i've been doing today..when i was at menara, i met kak wani who was my senior during my pre-science at UiTM Kuala Pilah..she was also one of my housemates..it's good to know that she is currently furthering her master here in UiTM Shah Alam..that makes me even determine to further my studies..=)..insyaAllah with God's will, i will try my best to make my parents and my family proud of me..
this is my final sem..my punching line to determine where i belong after this..hmm..i'm really nervous..only God can help me with this..better prepare myself with all the unexpected things and brace myself with what i got..=)

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Open House

8:39 AM | Labels:

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waaa..there're many open houses to be attended before the last hari raya day..phhheeewww~..tired but happy because i can totally forgot everything that playing around in my head for a temporary moment..=)..

Saturday night was kuchai's open house @ Klang..the event started after asar but imah, bonzer n i went there at about 8.30 p.m...huhuhu..we enjoyed the sate part because i haven't eat sate for a quite some time..taking pics and whatsoever were my routine with imah..hohoho..but there were not many pics that can be captured because we're tired + the camera memory was a bit limited..


Kuchai's Opeh House (me & Imah cyg)

on Sunday..we went to ahjushi's a.k.a. oppa's open house..also at Klang..we arrived at 3.00 p.m. as planned and we waited for the rest of our colleagues..only 3 girls attended the event (me, imah n nadiah)..the others were the guys..huhuhu..we stayed until 6.00 p.m. and decided to go to A&w afterwards..yummyyy~..(mmg kuat mkn tol kn??)..hahaha..


haha..berebut porridge..=)..(Imah & Bonzer)


Me & Ahjushi a.k.a. Oppa


Open House @ Ahjushi's House..hohoho..(^_~)

we played UNO @ A&W until 8.30 p.m. because everybody were so tired..i could not get a good rest because i had to go back to PJ at 9.30 p.m. to send my sis..i reached home at 10.30 p.m. and went straight online with acap and the rest of my friend..hohohohoh..i decided to go out for supper with acap and his friend but to think back again, i was actually so tired and couldn't even open my eyes..i texted acap to inform my absent and fortunately, he was also on his way back home..pheeewwww~...

thank God for sending me my friends who always be there for me in good times and bad times..i luv u guys so much!!..=)..

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Hush Hush..i don't need your explanation

11:11 AM | Labels:

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgements,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me


And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,

Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Or everything I won't need when you came along,
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,

Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin',
No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin',
(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,

Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby..

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exam fever..=)

10:54 AM | Labels:

hye bloggers..

looks like my final exam is just around the corner..yaaikkkss~..i haven't prepare anything yet..i'm busy finishing all the assignments and figuring things out which i don't even know what that things are?..haha..

hmm..from this moment onwards, i've decided to spend my time with my friends only because we don't have much time to be together afterwards..everybody will start their journey into working life..i'm hoping that i can further my master by the end of this year and hopefully, my application to become a tutor will be granted so that i don't have to apply for other scholarship for my master..it's getting harder and harder, tougher and tougher each day as i have to live independently after this..

no more pocket money from my family..i'll be on my own..surviving in this world..huhuhu..i don't wanna think too much to what i've been facing now because it will only distract me from my goal. "Dear God, please guide me on the right track..please don't let me hurt anybody..please make everything easier for me..please show me what's good and bad for me so that i don't make a wrong decision..please bless everyone that i love..especially my family and my close friends..aminnn~"

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MC for a day..

4:03 PM | Labels:

hye bloggers..


i've been given an MC today due to my toothache..(gigi kna cabut lg)..adehhh~..i went to the Pusat Kesihatan UiTM at 9.30 a.m. this morning..luckily, there were not many people in there..i had to wait for 4 people b4 me..at 10.00 a.m., my number was being called at Room D1..yaiiikksss~..i was a bit afraid actually even though i'd been through this situation early this semester..


the doctor made an X-Ray to my teeth and she gave me two options..either to do the Root Canal Treatment or to just get rid of the tooth..i'd decided to get rid of the tooth because it's too painful to have this tooth during my coming exam..it took about 20 minutes to get the tooth out of its cage..hahaha..the doctor said that it took her too long to finish it because my root was a bit bend at the end of it..(it was a terrible moment)..but alhamdulillah, with God's will, i managed to handle it..


i went home at 10.30 a.m. with a thought..i was thinking to go to class even though i had been given the MC but because of the parking space, i'd cancel my plan..i went straight home and open up my lappy..acap was online..we had a little chat and i told him about my busy morning..i felt hungry and decided to go to McD to eat its porridge..i asked acap to join me and he agreed to join me..i texted ain to join us having lunch at 12.30 after her class..


we had a happy chat but ain n mela wanted to go home earlier..so, there're only me and acap who cannot stop chatting until 2.30 p.m..then, we went home..i dropped acap at shell and i went straight home..on my way home, something happened at a traffic light near my house..huhuhu..i stopped my car at the red light and there was a myVi car next to my car..inside that car, there's a kid by the age of 1 year i guess?..he played peek a boo with me without being noticed by his father ..hahaha..he's so cute..light skin with curly hair..suddenly, this kid had made me forgot all my problems and i started to laugh until i reached home..thanks kid!!..


that's all for the update..i'm not feeling well lately and i have to take my medication continuously to avoid me from collapse..daaaaa~

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unspeakable

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hello bloggers..

2 days ago i've been scolded by him..hmmm..i don't understand why this could happen?..to make things easier, i accepted what had been told to me without further question..life's getting harder..should i or shouldn't i keep this promise??..it's only a matter of time..


yesterday, i was having fun with my classmates, my buddies n my siblings..i went to 2 open houses..one was at Sek. 8 Shah Alam (nadia's house) and the other was at Kajang (haida's house)..it was a memorable event even though i felt tired..at night, i went to Sunway Pyramid with my siblings..as usual, dinner was on bro..yummyy~..we had our dinner @ Ole-Ole Bali..our plan was to play bowling after that or to watch movies but the tickets were fully booked..we were just wondering around there before we decided to go home..



i was hurt by a statement made by him just now..i don't know why?..thinking of ending this thing sooner but i don't have the guts to do so..we've tried so many times to put this to a STOP..but we still can't..everything was a mess..if only i could turn back time..i wish i could stop him from being like this and stop myself from letting him get into my life..a promise is a promise no matter how hard u try to forget it..


currently making myself busy is the only thing that keeps me from thinking all my problems..come on tia!!..u've been through a lot of hardships before..this one is just a small matter..i'm not gonna cry..

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don't be such a jerk..

5:44 AM | Labels:

hey, bloggers..



i hate jerks!..so pleaseee..dnt be one of them..don't pretend something that's truly not u..i'm MAD right now..really MAD with someone..and i don't wanna see or be with that person anymore..




we have to be honest in our relationship..either friends or lovers..HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY..so, what't the point of pretending and hiding something from my sight and my knowledge???..



i can see clearly now that u're such a jerk!!..cannot be trusted!!..don't blame me for losing my trust on u..this is what i don't need the most at the moment..really pissed off by your ATTITUDE!!..



THE END~

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i'm back again..=)

3:41 PM | Labels:

weeehuuu~..

blogging addiction is getting on my nerves now..my fingers could not stop typing..adehhh~..currently, i am so busy filling forms of application for my future..i have to start planning now because i'm about to finish my degree level at the end of this year, insyaAllah..

my bros and sis are planning to buy their new car next year..when is my turn??..emm..we'll see..i pray for all the happiness in the world for my family because what ever happen, family will come first..an advice from me..if u have a bf/gf, please don't put ur family aside..your family is your priority..even though your life will be with your future husband or wife, but still, your family who will always be with u in good and bad times..=)..

now, i really don't care if there are people who dissatisfied with me..i will still treat them kindly because i don't like to beat about the bush..one thing for sure, i will just let God pay what they had done to me..alhamdulillah, my life is going well..i will not tell what had happened with me n my MBWL..let it be our secret..=)..thank u to my MBWL for his full support and for always understand my needs..

more open houses will be held this coming weekend..i don't quite sure if i can make it on that day..loads of assignments are waiting for me and there are many plans in my head..hope all my plans will go well..

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u deserve it!!!..

1:58 PM | Labels:

hye bloggers..

i've no intention to write so many posts lately bcoz of the stalkers..unfortunately, i've heard this one news that makes me want to break into laughter..hahahahaha..the stalkers a.k.a. busy body people were actually been hurt by my statement in my blogs..(sape mkn cili, dia la terasa pedasnye kn???)..

at first, i made my blog as private to only certain people who are really close to me..i hate when people who are not even close to me try to interfere into my personal life..they don't have the right to do that..i never wanna interfere into other people's life..because i know that everybody is different..our way and our path are different..it's an act of God..u do your part and i'll do mine..that's it!

now, i'm thinking to make it public again because there are my friends who really want to read my blog..thank u dear friends (true friends only)..but now i don't even care if the stalkers a.k.a. busy body want to read my blog..coz u mean nothing to me..

n by the way, i'm having so much fun with my family, friends, n my loved one..thank God for avoiding from getting into trouble with all the useless matters..=)..

i think it's not to late to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN to all who know me and deep inside my heart, i'm asking for forgiveness if there are mistakes that i did purposedly or unpurposedly..enjoy your raya..

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weeehuuu~..

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salam..

phewww~..it's been a long time i haven't write in this blog..it's all because of that stupid stalkers..get updates now..i'm quite bz applying for my master..i hope God will guide me till the end..=)..that's all for now..just an update to refresh my beloved blog..=)

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my big bro's engagement day..(^_~)

12:35 AM | Labels:

hye bloggers..

it's 12.50 a.m now..i want to write something before i start my work..last few days i felt so sad and uncomfortable but today, i'm so happy..i'm happy to hear that my bro is about to end his single life with the person he loves..my family and i will go to our 'future in-law's family' this coming 3rd HARI RAYA..yeayyy!!..i'm so eager to wait for the day to come..luckily my raya holiday allows me to join them to go to Kota Tinggi..our 'in-law's house is in Kota Tinggi..

guess what??..my future sister in-law is the same age as mine..=)..at first, it was a bit shocked but as time goes by, i can adapt to it..who cares about age anyway, right?..as long as my bro's happy, i'll be happy 2..my future sister in law's name is SHARINA..i don't know bout the spelling but i'm sure bout the pronunciation..hahaha..

by the way, my printer cannot be repaired because the spare parts were not available anymore..i have the first edition of canon 3 in 1 (MP 110)..n right now, my parent sponsored me for a new canon 3 in 1 (MP 145)..thanks mommy n ayah..=)..luv ya!!..

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i can smell something right here~

5:03 AM | Labels:

bloggers~..

i think someone who hates me with 'her' guts is reading my blog through my FACEBOOK recently..seronok x bace blog aku??..it's the reality and not juz some idiotic stories..but i don't mind..read it while u can..i'm sick and tired of being the blamed person..

first, i want to apologise to my MBWL for making a sudden decision yesterday..it's for our own good..there's nothing more i can do..i have to hide what i've been through right now so that u can live a good life..i know we're having so much fun together until that 'nosy' people interfered into our life..but it's ok..it's a hard decision that costs me a lot..i've thought about this long time ago..even we were happy together, we still can't be with each other..

a secret will always be a secret as long as i can hold on to it..

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a sudden cry~

6:26 AM | Labels:

salam n morning bloggers..

i guess i finally agreed with what people said bout 'don't laugh too much coz' u'll cry the next day'..emm..i was about to burst into tears last night but i managed to hold my tears until this morning..hmm..LOVE is like a BATTLEFIELD..i really love that quote..when u love somebody, u have to sacrifice for him/her..eventhough that sacrifice costs u a lot..i mean REALLY A LOT!!..u have to battle with your emotion each time u were in trouble..hmmm..i really hate that part..

life is a rollercoaster and u just have to ride it..(ronan keating's song)..the feeling of losing someone cannot be described by words..only tears can cure not all, but a little of your depression..but the most effective cure is to pray and to hope that God can guide us through the pains and the difficulties..

i've made a final decision just now..(bp byk decision la yg ko nk wat ni tia?)..is it hard to become selfish at one time?..i always put myself after everyone else..my loved ones always get my priority but how long can this thing last?..do i have to always be the one who keep sacrificing my happiness for other people?..bet u guys may think that i just want to tell u how innocent i am, right?..think back again please..is it wrong to see people that i love live happily?..is it wrong for trying to be nice to others?..is it wrong to start your relationship all over again?..is it wrong to try to blend in into the situation?..*sigh~..


honestly, not all people around u would want to see u happy..they might say that "do what u want as long as u're happy.." or "we just want u to be happy"..or this one which i hate the most!!.."i love u and i just want u 2 be happy.i'll support u in everything u do"..actually, those words are sometimes what i called as LIES..they're just trying to place themselves in your heart and then, manipulate it at the end..it's hard when it comes to emotions..so kids out there!don't try this at home..hehe..currently, i love to hear a song from keri hilson + ne-yo + kanye west entitled "knock u down"..i always hold on to this lyric which is "sometimes love comes around..and it knocks u down just get back up when it knocks u down"..u don't have to be a loser who's avoiding the fact that u're juz been broken..face the fact and get up!..hence, u have to find other things that can cheer u up..me??.. i'll just hang out with my best buddies and my family..=)..so, keep trying and keep moving..

i haven't plan anything yet for today..maybe my bro n sis will be back here this afternoon..yeaayy!..i cannot wait to be in a new environment where i don't have anyone i know..it's not that i'm trying to avoid my problems..i just need a space for myself and 'reformat' everything..wow!..it's 7.12 a.m. now..i haven't start my work yet..last night i was busy chit chatting with my best fren emy because she came to sleep over at my place..it's been a long time since we're not staying at the hostel together..we had a happy conversation until 2 a.m. and i went to bed just to ignore everything that happened around me..

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yippiee yaa yeaaayyy oooo~~

10:39 AM | Labels:



hye bloggers..salam..

uwaaa~..i've been blocked by facebook for a moment bcoz facebook stated that i posted comments too fast and abusive..what????..but never mind..at least i can get a gud stop and start doing my dissertation..adehh~..

emm..bro n sis went back to johore yesterday..how i wish i could go back home with them..it must be fun for the three of us..as usual, we will sing a lot of songs until we reached home..but as soon as we arrived home, our throats would also started to sore..haha..xde suara nk ckp ngan ibu n ayah..

yaikss!..submission within this week for my dissertation..luckily i've got a lot of helps from people around me..alhamdulillah..thank u 2 my family for their unceasing support, my papa armal, my ex-officemate, my dear BB n my fwens who had encouraged me to keep on moving..love u guys so much!!..


i stay at home today just to make sure that i can proceed with my work..since facebook is no longer my priority, i've been thinking to update my blogs for all my loyal readers..hehehe..actually, these blogs were created only for people who knew me very well and not for traitors who just wanted to be reporters or what so ever..so, if u're one of the traitors, juz back off coz u're not in my 'likeness' list..

*sigh~...i've got an offer to further my master in property investment..papa told me that the course was 'x best'..n he suggested me to further my master at USM and so my dear BB..adehh~..but my parent told me to continue as soon as possible..seems like i have to ask for guidance from no other than our creator..(GOD)..only He knows what's the best for me..

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I'm just a lil' girl caught in the MIDDLE~

9:59 AM | Labels:

hye bloggers..

i'm in the middle right now..i can't do this and i can't do that..everything seems so wrong..i cannot express it in an understandable way because u guys might end up getting me wrong..never mind anyway..i've been through that situation lots of times ago..but now, i'm just in the middle of important thing..and i'm not sure i'm strong enough to face it now..

right now, i'm re-organizing my life again because it's already tumbling down..haha..i have an important thing to complete by this 8th of Sept..adehh~~..keep moving tia!!..dnt stop!..emm..currently i'm having a good time with my dear eventhough there were people who wanted to separate us..he told me to ignore them and do whatever that makes me happy..thank u sweetheart..

ok..i better start my work now..

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Stalkers + Busy Body

6:39 AM | Labels:

morning bloggers!..

todays topic is about stalkers + busy body people who never stop bothering my life..they might even read my blogs right now..duhh!!..such a LOSER..korg da xde keja nk jaga tepi kain org??..don't they have anything else to do?..mind your own business is better than keep ruining my life, u dirty minded people!!..

haishhh~~..x pahamm..x pahammm...a so called 'nice friend' is interfering my life right now..don't pretend to be nice in front of me...PLEAAAASEEEEEE laaah!!!..bosan tau x ngan muka2 yg konon2 baik ni...

again..being backstabbed is something what i called as 'my every sem routine'..i don't have to do anything to get all these..i just do all what a human being suppose to do and watch my life turning upside down with a blink of an eye..

should i make a plan to ruin their life also???..the answer is absolutely a big N.O...which is NO!!..i will just watch what they're going to do next..hopefully all of u are happy..believe in KARMA..the more u guys want to ruin my life, the happier i will be..wanna know y??..it's because i'm happier than before..u guys are busy snooping my life but i'm still who i am..i'm still having my precious moment with all people that i love and care..it does not include u, TRAITOR!!..

i guess that's all for a start..to be continued......

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Merindukanmu

8:31 PM | Labels:

saat aku tertawa di atas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang


selama aku masih bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu
meski ku tak tahu lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu


saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang

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what a journey...Part 2

9:57 AM | Labels:

continued from the previous post....

mommy and ayah took care of us very well..mommy woke up every hour to see my bro because his temperature seems to get higher especially at night..we were so worried but bro still can joke about it..aiiyaarrkk!!..

at last, the two of us were in a stable condition..i supposed to go back to shah alam this sunday but i don't wanna be a burden to my parents..i thought it would be better if i came back here with my bro..plus, my bro had to go to carey island to finish his work..cian my bro..letih dia jage adik dia yg sorg ni..huhu..thanks mommy, ayah n bro...jasamu akn dibalas nti..insyaAllah..

we left home at 5 a.m...juz to make sure that my bro can go to work on time..i was ok with that because i was still on a leave..such a quite and peaceful journey we've been through this morning..we sang many songs and i enjoyed watching the morning view at the highway..

finally, we arrived to Shah Alam at 8.30 a.m..my bro gave me some pocket money and he drove to work...hehehe..now, i'm 95% healthy again and i have a mission!..to accomplish what my bro n my family have told me before!..kuat semangat tia!!..kuat!!..

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what a journey...Part 1

8:59 AM | Labels:

hye bloggers..

sorry for the late update..i've been quarantined for the whole week..(not exactly the whole week coz i went back 2 shah alam today due to my stable condition)...i don't know where i got this FEVER..

at first, i went to Pusat Kesihatan UiTM, Shah Alam on Sunday afternoon with two of my classmates..wani n kak g-han..kak g-han's condition sounded really bad..and so as wani..mine can be categorised as average fever..hehe..

however, as soon as we had lunch and waited for our turn, my body was suddenly shaking and shivering..that was a bad sign i guess?..yeahh right!..i heard my number being called out..i went inside the doc's room with my red eyes..the doc and his assistant do some checkings on me and they found out that my temperature and my pulse were not so normal..

my temperature was 38.9 and my pulse was 116..u wanna know what the doc said to me?..he said this..."saya da agak dah dia ni calon seterusnya..!"....whatt????..calon pe??..jeng..jengg..jenggg..i asked him.."calon pe doc?"..and then he said, "calon yang nk kena kuarantin n cuti seminggu"..OMG!!..i thought my condition was not bad..hmmmm...redha je la..

i waited for the medicine after fill in some forms they gave to me..then i called my mom..my mom was so shocked until she misunderstood me..she thought i was positively H1N1..the whole family started calling me and my brother offered himself to send me back to johore the next day..

so, i went back to johore with my bro..he took an EL for the day because he had to attend a meeting at carey island the next day..as soon as we arrived at my hometown, my mom took me to my usual doctor to do some checkings on me..AGAIN!..and alhamdulillah..the doctor said that i were infected by a fever virus BUT it wasn't H1N1..it's just a normal virus for people who didn't get enough sleep and rest..

that was a relief for my family..unfortunately, my bro was also infected by the virus..therefore, he couldn't make it to the meeting..he took an MC and hoping that the fever would recover..again, he had to take another MC..pity him..i thought it's because of me but the doc said that my bro had this fever before he fetched me..owhh..i see..

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i don't love u like i did yesterday

7:40 AM | Labels:

salam bloggers..

it's funny when u can suddenly feel that u don't love the person u currently love as much as u love him before..i do feel it right now..i don't wanna be hurt by anybody anymore..i don't wanna open my heart to anyone..unless that person is really serious when he said he likes/loves me..

i've learned one thing from last night..it was not a happy thing to be talked about because the person will read my blog anyway..i just want 'the person' to know that i hope i can end this 'thing' sooner..i'll be away sooner or later..i don't wanna be what i am now..

there were many things happened for the last few days..one of them was an accidental meeting with my ex bf..hmmm..i don't know why we always bump into each other..but it's ok with me..i've nothing to hide..

actually, i'm so tired with all these..i need a break!!..someone pleaseeee...take me away from here..i need a new environment..i don't wanna be put this way!!!!...shoot!!..my sore throat is killing me..not feeling well today...hmmmm...

currently, i'm listening to AKON - Be With U...last week i felt that i really wanna be into this song..u know what i mean, right?..but today, i hope i can give this song to the person who really can be with me.......(keep searching...)..i will do anything to keep that person happy no matter what it takes..

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kenapa aku malas sgt?

7:50 AM | Labels:

hye bloggers..

oh dear God!..give me the strength to face my challenging semester..i need to be back on my track and finish this semester with flying colours..thank u to everybody who give their support to me in good and bad times..i just need my focus back..=(

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fasting~

7:57 AM | Labels:

salam bloggers..

i was having my fasting with rahimah yesterday..she's not fasting..she was just accompanying me at the PTAR 2 library and at home..we'd been very busy went here and there..we went home at 3.30 p.m. and continued surfing the internet..


i was having a hillarious conversation with rahimah, moos, and bomi in conference room (ym)..moos wanted to give us treat during my fasting breaking..bro own felt free 2 join us..he offered to buy us 4 strawberry flavoured barbican..


the 4 of us ate at the roof top restaurant until 9 p.m...then, my tummy still wanted more..so, i decided to go to secret recipe because i've long for cheese cake and moist chocolate cake..yummmyy~~..so, rahimah, moos and i went to section 9 to fill in our tummy again..hahaha..aku semakin menggemukkan diri..adehhh..


home at last after sending chocolate indulgence cake to bro own..i felt so sleepy while rahimah turned on her lappy to chat with our friends..aku sgt mengantok ni dah kenape??..hahaha..then, before went to bed, i set my alarm for the next morning and browse thru my facebook..hihihi..that's all..no breaking or shocking news for the past 2 weeks..c ya!..

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Need Changes

8:21 AM | Labels:

salam bloggers..

lately my life was stumbling upside down a little bit..i'm 100% hate it now..i need some changes not tomorrow but NOW!..there're many things to be organised and i don't wanna lose my focus..go tia!!..go!!..u can do it!!..

set my focus back..organise my life again are two things i have to do now..so, today i will start to get busy doing my works again and i hope that my focus will always stay on its track..

i'm going back to johore this friday with my bro n my sis..finally, i can be with my mom n my dad...yeaaaayyyy!!..can't wait to share every details of my life with my mom..hihihii...

i guess that's all for now..i'm going to take a shower and tidy up my messy room which had been left for i dnt even know how many days..hahaha..c ya later bloggers!..

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Influenza A H1N1..aiyark!

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salam bloggers..

good morning coz it's 7.17 a.m. now...i'm listening to one of the song from a movie entitled 'NANA'..emy loves this movie so much..the song is entitled 'ENDLESS STORY'..huhu..i could recall our great moments during our part 3 degree..emy, mok teh, aze' and i were roomates..at the end of final exam, we were busy packing our things when suddenly emy suggested to us to watch this movie..using my pc with my bombastic subwoofer, the movie became interesting..as if we were watching it in cinema..huhu..

ok..enough with the sweet memories..we go back to our topic..INFLUENZA A H1N1..yesterday, uitm shah alam made a sudden announcement to close down since there were students who were infected by this virus..at first, i thought it was a good news..wanna know why?..it's because i didn't have to go to class for the whole hectic week..plus, i can go back to johore with my bro n sis this week as soon as my bro arrives from vietnam..

on the second thought, i highly thought that this break was a disaster because it reduced our mid term break for raya festive...adehh..shoot!...raya kejap je la nti..siot je...hmmm...but never mind..the show must go on..i guess that's all for now..i wanna re-organize my daily routine now..huhu...c ya!

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my 60th post..=)

12:10 PM | Labels:

salam bloggers..

i'm starting 2 get busy each day..focus is my priority now..i have to stick with my target..no more playing around and messy sleeping hour..adehh..that's all for today..hakhakhak..=)

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bad driver

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salam bloggers...

i'm very angry yesterday..arghhh!!..the parking lot at my faculty was full with disorganised car..i was stucked in the middle of 2 cars and the worst part was that i had 2 reverse my car all the way to the entrance..shoot!!..

and what makes me more angry was that there's this car who hit my left hand side of bumper..eeeeeeee!!!..dia x reti budget ke ape??..da tau x muat nk reverse, lg nk try gak..mmg sengal!!..then, the driver ran away as soon as i honk his car..rase mcm nk je calarkn keta dia..da la guna plate johor gak..adehhh..

however, i buried my evil plan to scratch that car because i was fasting yesterday..my boy told me not to do bad things to people..hihii..ok..i gave up on that..that evening, me and my boy went to roof top restaurant to break my fast with ayie and his friend..we had a great time..ayie kept bothering and teasing me all the time..nti aku bls balik..huhuhu..juz kidding..

emm, that night, i tried to finish all my works and got into bed at 2 a.m...hmm..what a hectic day..same goes for today...=)..

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a beautiful evening with my papa~..yeayy!

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hye bloggers..

yeayyy!!..yesterday, i was so happy because my papa came here from ipoh..he had a meeting at Putrajaya..i went to a dentist in uitm that morning when he gave me a call..what a suprise!!..he'd been busy lately and we never spoke until yesterday..i also didn't wanna disturb him with his works..

after i've got my tooth fixed, he called me telling that he was on his way to see me..my tooth was bleeding at that moment..i only can reply 'yes papa' only..huhu..(mulut sakit sbb bius x ilang lg)..i brought rahimah with me to make it more merrier..hahaha..

papa waited for me at petronas next to Unisel with his new CRV..he looks a bit 'berisi'..huhu..i haven't met him since at Uitm Perak..we both used to be skinny people..but now, he said that i'm too skinny..adehhh..kna lagi!..hahaha..it's ok papa..best ek buli tia..wait n see after diz..huhu..

next, we went to Pak Li Kopitiam to have lunch..rahimah n i ordered for fish and chips..papa wanted me to order for him..so, i suggested him to go for nasi lemak kari ayam..hikhikhik..i'm glad u like it, papa..as usual..kitowg mmg blur psl mkn2..papa tnggu aku order..aku lak tnggu papa order mcm mase kat mcD perak dlu..hihi..

we're full already..papa asked me to go to jusco for a walk..huhu..he let me drove his new CRV..yeayy!!..rahimah became my co pilot at that time n papa was my big boss sitting at the back..hahaha..nice ride,papa!..we talked about his old time when he was studying here in shah alam..gladly, he still remembered all the route..huhu..

it was a happy day with my papa and i'm glad to see your achievements..i hope he won't let anybody take advantage on him anymore..he's very kind..and we had a great moment together..the end..=)

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a ring

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salam...

waaaa~~..it's been three days since i've been fasting...quite letih but happy also laa..hehehe..i went to a restaurant at padang jawa with MBWL, imah n bomi..we had so much fun while waiting for the 'azan maghrib'..huhu..we played UNO until we heard the 'azan'..luckily i had the chance to win this time..hikhikhik..MBWL always tried 2 sabotage me during the game..hahaha..naughty u, my dear!.. by the way, rahimah n i wore the same shirt we bought from sunway pyramid..hihi..so cute!..

after we finished our meal, we went 2 uptown shah alam 2 do some window shopping..hahaha..window ke?..aku sempat grab 1 baju n 1 selendang..the decision 2 go there was made by rahimah..but i'm the one lak yg shopping2...haha..

then, we went back home because all of us started 2 feel sleepy..the best part of tonight was that i've got a ring from MBWL..it was an honoured for me 2 keep this ring safely as my appreciation 2 him..thank u so much!!..yippieeee..cannot reveal 2 much coz it's secret lorrr..hahahaha..=)

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fasting day..

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hey there..

emm..i was fasting today..not like yesterday which i was only fasting for a half day..(termakan clorets orange my dear yg ditinggalkn dlm keta aku)..hahaha..

it's quite a bz day 2day..i went to buy my printer ink in front of my house..then, i accompanied my dear to pick up his convocation picture and to buy some stuffs and we went 2 a lake in front of my house while waiting for azan maghrib..my stomache was mumbling by itself..hahaha..(laporrr...)..

7.15 p.m...we moved 2 a restaurant (secret place) to break my fasting..we invited my housemate who was also fasting 2 join us at the restaurant..we laughed and chat till there're nothing left to talk about..hehehe..

next, we decided to go home because me n my dear were so tired..we wanted to finish our homework tonight..jia you3x!..but before that, i was thinking of having a good sleep first since i'll be fasting again tomorrow..=)..hoping for another happy day afterwards..insyaAllah..

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lazy monday

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hye there bloggers..

another lazy monday 2 go through..i'm fasting today..no great things happened in the past 2 weeks..but yesterday i've got a bar of chocolate from my boy with love..thank u dear..yummy!!..

yesterday i went shopping with my sis..we bought some stuffs juz 2 pleasure ourselves..niceeee~~..then i went back 2 shah alam at 4.45 p.m. if i'm not mistaken..i listened 2 the cd that i had burned few days before while driving..layannn~~..

keep my focus right now for something that will jeopardize me in the future..keep moving..keep moving~~..stay focus..emm..right now, i really admire a song by MJ - u're not alone...it's kinda make me sway and drove me deeply into my thoughts..=)..love it dam much!..of course i'm not alone..my family n my friends are here with me..i should be grateful everyday to God for sending them 2 me..lots of love for them..

i'm glad to hear that mommy n ayah can have a good rest at home now..can't wait 2 go back home..yeah right, u homesicker!!!..haha..who cares anyway..they're my parents..without them, i dnt exist..

currently setting up my focus back now..no more hanging out till dawn!..(uarghhh!!..mampukah aku?..)..hahaha..actually i still can hang out as long as my works are done..kan?..kan?..hehehe..

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hang out..=)

9:49 AM | Labels:


me n bel



pemain UNO terhandal..haha..



concentrate..



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