My Journey (^_~)

hari ni..

aku x tau nape aku sedih..

tapii...

sampai hari ni aku jdi sedihh..

aku benci bile aku sedih...

tambahan lak, my mom called me this morning juz 2 inform that my cat NEMO had juz died..

aku nangis on the spot..memikirkn ape yg aku lalui + kucing kesayangan family aku yg mati pg td..NEMO 2 kucing yg paling baik n paling kitowg syg..NEMO paham bile aku sedih...

NEMO slalu teman aku bile aku sedih..NEMO akn duduk sebelah aku bile aku nangis..

hmmm...

mlm ni aku blik johor..

aku doa smua yg aku lalui ni berakhir dgn cepat..

aku da x kuat..aku mkin sakit..

aku trpaksa berpura2 happy sepanjang hari depan smua owg yg aku syg..

bila aku duk sowg, aku blur..

aku da xnk pikir lg psl 'dia'..tp ade je owg or sumting yg ingatkn aku pd 'dia'..

bile benda 2 jdi, aku rase mcm nk hilangkn diri kejap..

kalo lame2 pown ok gak..xyah pikir dah...

hmmm...

byk benda nk kena pikir ni..

mkin LETIH n mkin PENAT..mkin BOSAN...

phewwww!!~~..

yesterday, i went 2 site meeting with my former officemate at JELAPANG, PERAK..we had a breakfast before our long journey..i had 2 accompany kak ila because she didnt dare 2 drive alone at nite..the meeting started quite late..around 3.30 p.m...it ended at 5.00 p.m..all the dato's were there n they kept barging each other..hahaha..main contractor was the one who always been blamed from the start until the end..pity on him...neway, i'd just found out that the main contractor was hazrid's bos..yaiikkss!!..coincidently lorrr...

ok2..lets went back 2 where we were..kak ila drove quite fast that morning..huhu..i listened 2 her gossips..we laughed n had fun..she brought her trainee who was my junior in UiTM Perak..her name was anis..the three of us mixed well n had a good chemistry..ahahaha...

we arrived early at the site..around 12.30 p.m..kak ila told us 2 do our site valuation first n took some photos of the site..anis never stopped taking pics of herself..hahaha..mine was always be the candid one with kak ila...it was raining n we went back 2 the site office..hmmm..we've got another 2 hours before the meeting start..so, we decided 2 go 2 IPOH PARADE n did some shopping..hahaha..dnt worry..i didnt buy anything..only kak ila bought a nice cute dress 4 her baby zulaikha..

it's 2.30 p.m...come on gurls!!..it's time 2 go...we had 2 limit our time because the three of us were not familiar with the road..haha..but alhamdulillah...'kami x sesat pown'..hahaha...as soon as we arrived at the site, all the consultants n the contractors were there..except 4 the big bosses..then, the meeting started......(blaaa...blaaaa...blaaa...)....

5.00 p.m. sharp!!..the meeting was ended by the chairperson..thank God!..then, we started our journey back home around 5.30 p.m. after the dessert..honestly, the foods were not delicious..huhuhu..stop complaining tia!..lets went back 2 the main topic which was scary...

this was the part where i'd been followed by a stranger on the highway..at first, kak ila drove the car until RnR Tapah..when the sky turned 2 dark, she passed the driving position 2 me..haha..i'm a night n long journey driver..so, we kept on talking n laughing until suddenly, i noticed a car at the left hand side of my car which moved concurrently with my car..i thought maybe the driver wanted 2 overtake me from the left but obviously i was wrong..the car then moved slowly from the back n try 2 follow me from the right..i dint dare 2 look at the driver but i took a glance look at the driver..the driver look straight 2 me n 'shoot!!'...

my body shivered n shaked but i still control myself n the best part was that i didnt even tell kak ila n anis about that..it's because i didnt want them 2 worry..if they started 2 worry, i couldnt handle the situation back there..huhu..so, i kept on talking as usual 2 them while focusing on the WHITE ISWARA behind my car..oh my GOD!!..our tank was almost empty..we had 2 find a petrol kiosk as aoon as possible..that time i prayed 2 God 2 not let anything happen 2 us..

kak ila told me 2 stop at this pit stop..we thought we might found gas there but unfortunately, it's only a rest place..i looked at my side mirror n the WHITE ISWARA still followed my car..when i stopped, the car also stopped...as soon as kak ila told me to keep on moving, i press the paddle n tried 2 escape from the stranger...(tuhan je yg tau mcm ne aku cilok sana sini utk lepaskn diri dpd keta 2 sambil lyn kakak ofis aku n trainee dia)...alhamdulillah after speeding, i managed 2 escape..i saw the WHITE ISWARA passed by at the third lane fastly while i was at the first lane at the moment..now, there's only 1 prob..our gas!!..haha..the gas meter was blinking as the sign that the gas was about 2 empty..

n alhamdulillah..we finally reached RnR Sg. Buloh..thank God!!...we arrived at our office at 9.00 p.m...i went upstairs 2 see my former supervisor but he was not there..so, me n kak ila decided 2 go home..i reached home at 9.15 p.m...a great journey but also scary..hahaha..cant wait 2 go 4 the next meeting...yippieee..hopefully this time there will be no more moron n stalker on the road..=)

hmm..

i woke up this morning n pray as usual..my sis wanted me 2 accompany her to taman jaya bcoz she wanted 2 jog n loss some weight..i wanted 2 join but i was a bit sleepy..so, she went alone..sorry sis!..

adehh..

guess wut?..yesterday, one of my housemate looked at my driving license..n goshhh!!..it expired about 1 month ago..haha..i've been going here n there without my driving license 4

da whole month..i've been 2 johore n 2 shah alam without even noticing it..it expired on my sis's birthday which was on 13th of April..n 1 more thing..me n my sis 4got 2 change the car's black oil (ye ke ni??) until i realise it yesterday evening..adehhh..what a mess??..=p

today, i don't know what 2 do..having problem collecting my dissertation data makes me feel sick..i have this FEVER since 2 days ago..how i got it??..haha..i dnt even know how!!..all i know is dat i was accompanying my sis n her housemate to jog at this one part (TAMAN JAYA)..it is near her house in PJS2..the journey took about 10 mins 2 go there..huhu..

at first, i was thinking..shud i jog??..nayyy!!..i dnt hve 2 coz i didnt bring my sport shoes..so, i let them did whatever they want n i sat at a bench in front of the lake..believe me!..i like the view there..especially when kids running with their parents..(small kids only laa)..haha..it's so cute..

i was on the phone juz now with my former lecturer in UITM PERAK..he's my most beloved lecturer (ENCIK ARMAL)..we're talking bout his current project coz he's handling many big projects in Perak now..he's really sporting n we share a lot of happiness n pain 2gether..he's the one who taught me the real world of a QS n expose me everything that he'd experienced..thank u a lot papa!!..nEway, he always call me santa (SANTA CLAUSE) bcoz i always text my msg with the word 'hohoho'...=p..i wish him all da best in his carrier n may we meet again in future..=)

after the call, i sat in front of the tv n thinking of wut 2 do next..yess!!..writing this blog would do juz fine..hahaha..n here i am..writing n wondering around in the internet..owhhh..by the way, i've sent a comment 2 erry putra juz now..that guy looks cute..cute only ok..not soooo cute..eventhough i dnt know him well..hahaha..

n guess wut??..i went 2 shah alam yesterday..i had my bfast with my bro own n rahimah dat morning..we had a chat from 11 to 12 a.m..(brtepuk bertampar n merapu2 smua ade)..hahaha..when 2 senget siblings met, dat was wut gonna happen)..then, i went back 2 my house in section 7 2 hve a gud rest b4 i went 2 da library..actually, my plan was 2 collect books 4 my dissertation but it turned out dat i was juz sitting in the library reading my research book that was given by my supervisor..haha..that's it!..i'm outta here..=)..c ya guys in the next page...

May, 8th, 2009..i woke up early in the morning n finished all my laundry..thinking of going home the next day but still havent decided yet..at 9.30a.m., i heat up my car engine while listening 2 my fav songs..then, i went to my dissertation meeting..unfortunately, i was late n the meeting was ended as soon as i arrived..

next, i decided 2 meet my supervisor to get my interim report..luckily he was in his office..i waited about half an hour 2 see him bcoz there're other students who were in his office with the same purpose of mine..haha..after they all had gone, i went inside n discussed with my supervisor about my progress n my next steps to proceed with my next job..

it took about half an hour also 2 discuss n decide wut 2 do next..rahimah n bonzer had waited 4 me outside the room bcoz we've promised 2 take bfast 2gether..we went to see moos n all of us walked to the car park..moos with me n bonzer with imah..we met my classmates at Kamal's Restaurant..a lot 2 talk n a lot 2 think..my classmates went home after dat n left the 4 of us at the table..

suddenly, rahimah came out with this idea 2 go to ULU YAM 2 release our tension..all of us agreed 2 meet back at 3.00 p.m...we used rahimah's car bcoz i hadn't service my car yet..huhu..12.30 p.m., we went home 2 pack our things..i sat back in my room n thought 4 a while..i dnt feel good at that moment..i keep on thinking bout my unsolved problems..y did i hve 2 be the one who always 'MENGALAH'??..hmm..nvr mind..juz let it be 4 a while..

hmmm..

i'm having a nice cup of hot nescafe with my chipsmore right now..i juz took mcD 4 my lunch diz afternoon..don't feel like eating 'nasik' 2day..n kinda sad 2day..dnt know y?..but i'm juz sad..last nite wasn't go very well..he's away..far from me..i really need him now..i'm here n he's sumwhere (secret)..i'm getting sick now..

i'm holding our 'TWIN' now..he wants me 2 hold our 'TWIN' in case i miss him..we're in a different place now..he also has his own problem rite now..i dnt wanna burden him with my problem..i'll juz keep it 2 myself for now..

our class will hold a BBQ party tonite..after maghrib..thinking of not going but he wants me 2 hve fun while he's gone..but first i'm gonna tidy up my house n my messy room..that's y my name is MESSY UNKNOWN..haha..always mess up things around..emm..i'm going back home diz saturday afternoon..maybeee..haven't decide yet either 2 drive home or to take a bus..i'm thinking of taking a bus coz i wanna hve a gud sleep along my journey..hahaha..sgt pemalas la kamu ni tia..can't wait 2 see my MOM n my DAD..n also my lovely NEMO

tomorrow's our dissertation meeting..i'm not gonna miss this meeting like my previous sem coz at the end, i lost of control n dnt know wut 2 do..hahaha..but first, i wanna do my laundry after subuh at Block 12..arghh..i miss him..wut 2 do?..come on tia..hold on!!..u can do it!!..

april, 5th, 2009..rahimah came 2 my house 2 study..konon2 je nk study kitowg ni..tp x study pown..hahaha..i dnt hve the mood 2 study bcoz i feel sleepy n tired..miss him again..emm..however, i tried my best 2 focus on my notes while letting rahimah 2 chat n surf d internet..adehh..mcm syok je dia berchatting..huhu..nvr mind..

my housemates came home from their faculty n they told me dat they wanted 2 cook for lunch..yummyy!!...as usual, i'm the 'drink' lady...my job is to prepare a jug of ice nescafe..huhu..what a boring day 2day..but i felt nervous at the same time..2morrow might be my worst day..n my ending love story..n a new beginning 4 my new sweetheart..hehe..sape ek owg 2?..adehh..

i went back 2 my room 2 see what she's been doing..n i took over her place 2 chat with my GU JUN-PYO..yippiee...we had a nice chat n teasing each other as usual..he always said this word...'yaaa!! Geum Jan-Di!!..hahaha..so sweet..thank u 4 always be a gud listener n gave me good advice..=)..n thank u 4 celebrating my birthday on 9th april ago..

emm..be strong tia..cepat study....i wanted 2 continue my revision but i juz dnt felt rite..adehh...nape tibe2 rase x best je ni...benci tol laa!...thank God rahimah's here 2 accompany me..thank u ayim!..cyg kamu!..

mowning everyone..

preparing 4 my last paper today...hmmm..kinda feel lonely coz he's not around 2 pamper me n 2 tease me while i'm sad..NEway, we had a great time 4 da last 2 days..only me n him...berkepit sane sini..hahaha..nsib baik x tersepit...emm..i heard a news that can be classified as bad news yesterday...adehhh!!..but i dnt wanna talk 'bout it coz he told me 2 ignore the news..owite dear..i won't dare 2 think it now..

come on tiaaa!!..study..study..n studyy..dnt let the news distracts u..nothing much 2 say...juz nk smbung study n tdo..huhuhu...2 days left before all my problems will be over..i'm gonna return everything n i'm gonna move on happily afterwards..hope dat God will bless me each n everyday of my life after diz...aminnn..

adehh..

today, the killer paper (ECO) has been terminated from my exam list..5 down..1 more 2 go..PM lak pasni..may God bless me through this semester..aminnn..emm..it's been 2 days since i've been left alone..all my housemates have gone home..adehhh...therefore, i've decided 2 stay at my coursemates' house at BLOK 1..it's better than being left alone in my own house..

after the exam, we went to ani sup utara because we're damn hungry..my stomach can't stop playing it's songs..krukk..krukk..hahaha..sgt lapar dowh!!..so, me n kak jihan, azimah, kak ayu n kak ikin immediately decided 2 stop by at ani sup utara 2 'mentekedarah'..hahaha..lapar tahap dewa..i haven't ate since last nite..the only meal i took only KFC 4 my lunch..then, i continued my study n my sleep..azimah said dat i've been psycho 2 them because i didn't do my revision but instead, i keep on sleeping..hahaha..sowi gurls..i juz can't think at dat moment..d only thing i wanted 2 do is juz close my eyes n forgot everything..

ok..lets go back 2 the current situation..hehehe..after having our lunch, we went 2 this 'fully shop' because kak jihan wanted 2 buy a luggage..i took d advantage 2 buy a nice cute bag 2 fill all my stuffs..leh bwk g dating gak beg ni..hahaha..as soon as we finished our shopping, we went back home..i dnt hve any intention 2 go back 2 my home because nobody's there..i better get a gud rest at their home..me, kak ayu n kak jihan then watched OIAM because we really wanted 2 see how this guy named TOMOK performed during the competition..not bad huh??..

around 5 p.m...i decided 2 go home..i wanted tidy up my room which had been left 4 2 days..hahaha..agak bersepah la gak...emm..luckily one of my housemates was at home..then, we had a nice chat about all topics especially bout my unsolved problems dat really made me sick..hmm..

uuu...i've got a msg from My Boy With Luv saying dat he's on his way 2 shah alam..yeayyy!!..gonna meet him tonight...hopefully we'll have a great time as usual...after dis i have 2 start focusing on my revision again because this PM paper is not something 2 be messed with..aiyark!!..pressure again..can't wait 2 have a gud vacation with my mom n dad..=(..

i guess that's all 4 now cuz i wanna get ready 2 see my boy...=)...c ya around bloggers!!..