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what's happening 2 me?

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hye dear bloggers..

today, i woke up at 5.30 a.m...i couldn't sleep..may be it was because i slept early last night..i've been thinking a lot lately..sometimes i feel sad and sometimes i feel happy..that's normal right?..

and guess what?..i'm a homesick girl right now..i never felt this way since i was at my uitm perak..i enjoyed my holiday with my parent for the last 2 weeks..i couldn't describe my feeling right now..i'm happy but at the same time i feel sad..i've juz talked on the phone with my mom..ayah is not home yet..he had 2 send my uncle 2 a hospital in Johor Bahru..it was such a relief 2 talk 2 my mom..i bet u guys felt the same way 2 right?..

my mom is the person i want 2 meet the most if i've been into trouble..some people might wanna hide from their mom but 2 me, my mom is the best!..she always know how 2 tackle my problems..she's a good adviser 2 even though sometimes i dnt really follow her advice..and so my ayah..he knew what 2 do everytime his 2 princes and 2 princesses were in trouble..ayah is also the best!..hehe..

there's nothing more important to me than 2 have such a beautiful, supportive and understanding family..i remembered how i used 2 spend my money to call my bf but now, when i think back again, i'd rather spend my money only 2 call my family n my closest friends..=)..the only people who never walked out on u are your FAMILY..other than that, they would just come and go like a wind..

therefore, i hope 2 start my new semester with my new determination..may God bless me, my family and all my good friends..aminnn..

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i hate this part right here..

6:56 AM | Labels:

morning bloggers..

here's the part i hate the most..i'm going back 2 kL 2day n it's not an exciting moment 4 me..i still feel that my home is the best in the world..with my family n a peaceful environment here..sgt malas nk blik lorr..but i have 2 jugak..ayah cannot send me back 2 uitm..therefore, i have 2 follow my bro today or otherwise i have 2 go back 2 shah alam by bus..huhu..

my bro will go 2 vietnam again this wednesday for about 1 week..it's great 2 be like him, u know?..travelling around doing his job but still, he has a wonderful n enjoying life..i hope i could be like him n my other siblings someday..

hmmmm..i haven't done my packing yet..i brought all my dissertation books but i never open it at all..huhu..ayah has just give me my pocket money..i dnt wanna spend a lot bcoz i'm trying 2 learn how 2 save my money 4 my future..no more miss 'boros' girl..i'm old n mature enough 2 control my spending n use it only 4 important event..=)..

uarghhhhh!!!..mlsnyee nk balikkkkk!!...ok la folks...c u around..nk g bfast n packing jap..

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Bad Perception

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morning dear bloggers..

here's an interesting topic today..i don't understand why there are people who still misintepret me 4 something i've done..i treat people equally..i've tried 2 be honest as possible but i dnt know..i dnt mind if there are people who have bad perception about me..it's their point of view..but when it comes 2 friendship, i'll try my best 2 make sure my friends are happy..even sometimes that bad perception will fall on me..n even though i feel sad for their actions..

one of my friends told me that i should get a bf so that people will finally shut up when they knew it..2 me, i dnt have 2 do that..i cannot drag innocent people into my problems..i will juz be me..i dnt wanna deny that i have someone right now but let me juz keep it 2 myself..i dnt wanna spread anything bout 'him' juz like my exs b4..what ever happen 2 us, it'll be between us only..

he's not from any of QS department..that's all i can tell u..=)..i really hope my friends would understand me better..but it seems they dnt..never mind..my best fren always understand me..am i a bad person 4 being kind 2 everybody?..i leave it 2 u 2 decide it..

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interesting tagged..hahaha..copet from emy again..

7:55 AM | Labels:

1. Kekasih saya adalah :
~ hoho..bahaya..rahsia lorr..

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
~ No Boundaries by Adam Lambert..niceeee~~

3. Mungkin saya patut :
~ breakfast skang sbb my mommy keeps calling my name from the kitchen..huhu..

4. Saya baru sudah :
~ copy tag from emy..hihi..

5. Beza rakan, sahabat, kawan :
~ in my opinion..rakan 2 yg biasa2 je cth rakan sekolah (general la)..sahabat lak yg close ngan kita..n kwn lak yg x mkn kawan laa..hahaha..

6. Saya tidak faham :
~ kenapa sy mudah maafkn owg wlupown owg 2 penah wat sy sedih

7. Saya perlu mencari :
~ bahan2 utk dissert sebelum trlambat..yaiks!

8. Ayat terakhir yang dikatakan kepada saya :
~ anorrrr!!..come here n have ur breakfast!!!...

9. Makna kehidupan :
~ kehidupan yg aman n kurang penderitaan..

10. Cinta itu adalah :
~ sesuatu yg x pasti..tp cinta Allah itu pasti..(an advice from a sister mase aku tgh broken heart)..thanks!..

11. Saya paling suka :
~ menikmati berita gembira..

12. Saya akan cuba :
~ bangun semula n hapuskn anasir2 jahat yg mghalang sy selama ni..

13. Mengapa rakyat Malaysia suka menggunakan LAH di akhir ayat mereka :
~ sbb bunyik dia best kot.."ko LAH!..janganLAH!!.."..hahaha..

14. Telefon bimbit saya :
~ Sony Ericson K750i, Sony Ericson bp tah yg lagi 1 ni (x ingat siri dia)..n Nokia lame..

15. Katil saya :
~ muat utk 3 owg lanyak n berwarna purple..huhu..

16. Soalan yang bagi saya tidak perlu ditanya :
~ ko marah x kalo aku couple ngan dia???..of course la marah!..haha..but it's ok la..mls nk pikir..juz dnt get in my way je dah la!..

17. Teknologi adalah:
~ sesuatu yang canggih but sometimes menyusahkan..

18. Bagaimana saya boleh memasak masakan yang saya paling pandai masak :
~ practice makes perfect lorrr..

19. Semalam :
~ sy melepak kat bilik abg2 sy smbil tgk muvee kat laptop sbb astro membosankan..

20. Hari ini :
~ nk siapkn keja yg x siap..

21. Malam ini saya akan :
~ tdo awal kot..huhu..

22. Esok pula saya akan :
~ lepak ngan memembe sekolah lame kot..

23. Saya betul2 inginkan :
~ kejayaan dr semua aspek..hihi..

24. badminton atau futsal :
~ badminton

25. Karaoke :
~ paling best ngan family sbb abg punya suara high notes..best bile dgr diowg nyanyi..

26. Kereta :
~ 1 nissan n 2 toyota (ayah punya), iswara (mommy punye), 2 kembara (abg punye)..aku pkai keta mommy aku..huhu..

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
~ malap..huhu..romantik n aman..

28. Makanan jepun adalah :
~ hampir sama dgn makanan korea..ke???

29. Ayat terakhir yang nak anda katakan pada seseorang :
~ sukati korg la nk wat pe!!..aku xkn berlembut lg pasni..aku x kisah korg nk ckp pe pown..hahaha..from now on it's gonna be juz me!..(wahh!!..agak selfish kot but who care??..haha..)

30.tag?
~ progressive on the red riot
~ confession of a shopaholic
~ me n my life
~ owhh..kau rupanya..
~ aininokiey

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amik tagged dr emy..hahaha..bosan gile hri ni..

7:28 AM | Labels:


task 1:
copy award ini untuk diletakkan di blog anda

task 2:
nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini (siti nur aimi shahbudin)..dia xde la bg award ni tp aku ngah bowink tahap dewa time ni..huhu..thank u emy..

1. dia comel dan garang..hihi..\
2. dia ade pendirian yang tetap n merupakan best fren who never betrays me..
3. dia syg family dia n pisang sgt2..ni bkn pisang goreng tau..ni pisang bf dia..huhu..
4. dia pandai buat kek
5. agak sensitif tp baik hati..=)


task 3:
setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnye
1. main internet
2. lepak ngan membe sampai lebam
3. round2 dgn keta bile tension
4. kemas rumah tp x suka masak sgt
5. dgr2 lagu yg best..currently lagu yg naikkn semangat je..haha..
6. holiday ngan family
7. mencuba sesuatu yg baru..suc as mix n match my clothes
8. slalu siapkn keja last minute
9. fakta : cepat maafkn owg (perlu berubah pasni)..sbb asyik kna betray je..haha..
10.menukar style rambutku..usually aku wat japanese style je..

task 4:
progressive on the red riot..bro own ni aku nk anugerahkn award ni kat dia sbb dia slalu gak lyn karenah aku yg ntah pape ntah..bro own ni kepala dia senget gak mcm aku..selalu merepek2 utk menenangkan hati kitowg..awek bro ni cun wooo..sis ain namenyee..cadang nk lepak same2 tp next time la ye sis..ok..pape pown..thank u bro..

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Promise

4:52 PM | Labels:

what is the purpose of a promise?..surely a promise must be kept and be done..i watched this movie on Cinemax channel just now..it's entitled 'Closing the ring'..it's about a promise that was kept by a woman 2 his husband for 50 years..she never broke the promise..

the husband was a pilot during a war n his plane was crashed at this area named Belfast..usually, an army used 2 flirt with any girl they met but this husband was so loyal..he never even thought 2 betray his love..T_T..that was so sweet..

b4 he died, he asked a favour from one of a boy who fortunately stop at the crashed plane..he told the boy 2 find his wife and deliver his message..his message was to tell the wife that she's free..n then, he died..T_T..

i cannot explain more..if u guys wanna know more, juz watched it k?..so, my point is i'm amazed by the unbroken promise..the wife never cried even once..she was so brave n so patient..how i wish i could be like her...hihi..however, guys n girls these days are so hard 2 keep their promise..including me, OK?..i admit that sometimes i broke my promise..but it's not on purpose..i have my own reason..

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10 reasons for being sorry

10:33 AM | Labels:

10 reasons y i felt sorry:

  1. I'M SORRY 4 unable 2 be there when u needed me
  2. I'M SORRY 4 letting it happened 2 us
  3. I'M SORRY 4 giving up on us
  4. I'M SORRY 4 asking u 2 much
  5. I'M SORRY 4 didn't try 2 find u
  6. I'M SORRY 4 replacing u 2 soon
  7. I'M SORRY 4 letting u down
  8. I'M SORRY 4 saying all those selfish thing 2 u
  9. I'M SORRY 4 what we've done for the past few years
  10. I'M SORRY 4 loving u 2 much

n the most important is.....I'M SORRY 4 LETTING U FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME..but i'm happy 2 hear dat u're doing juz fine right now..=)..lets keep our love between us..n u're the best i've ever had..

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what a dream..=)

8:21 PM | Labels:

pheeewww!!

i woke up today with this peculiar dream..i dnt know whether it's good or bad 2 have such dream..huhu..but neeever mind..i'm happy 2 at least saw his face in that dream..tiba2 kenangan yg 3 thn lepas kuar blik..toin3x!..ok..lets end that topic..ishh!!..tp mimpi 2 mmg x bole beeeela..hahaha..da la kul 2 pg..aku siap trjaga n tergelak lak 2..adehh..i told my mommy during my bfast this morning..ibu aku pown gelak je..but it's really fun..after dat, kuar la plak cite psl ex2 aku yg lepas..ibu aku siap bg opinion lak 2..wah!!..bile pikir blik, da byk kali ibu aku ckp pd aku cuma aku je x npk2 gak..u know what they say right??..mom is always right!..


ibu aku mmg salute kat aku sbb aku x pnah judge owg dpd paras rupa..aku terima seseorg 2 seadanya..tp 2 lah..mcm owg2 slalu ckp..ibu kita akn ade instinct bile dia rase owg 2 x sesuai ngan kita..aku setuju ngan statement 2..n aku pnah tgk cthnye depan mata aku..huhu..skang ni sowg je yg ibu aku berkenan utk jdi calon hubby aku..jeng3x!!..sapekah owg itu??..haaaa..this one i'll keep it secret laa..mane leh gtau owg len..korg juz doa2kn je la ye..mekacihh..=)

hmmm..today, me n my mommy juz lying around in my bros' room 2day smbil lipat baju..we watched this comedy in my lappy until 5 p.m. i guess?..then, mommy went 2 his lil' garden which is full of veges n flowers..b4 dat, we had our pre-dinner with curry mee..yummyyy!!..dat's all 4 today..tomorrow, may be i'll get my new hair cut..yeaaayyy!!..

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Happy Father's Day

8:44 PM | Labels:



hello everyone..

today is father's day..i woke up n wished 2 my ayah with my mom..we gave ayah some kisses n continued with our breakfast..my parent's plan was 2 go 2 our grandpa's house in segamat 2 celebrate this thoughtful day with the rest of the family..we arrived at grandpa's house around 3 p.m..not everybody was there..some of them could not make it because they had their own reasons..neeeverr mind..

all of my lil' cousins were there..they gathered around me bcoz i'm the oldest cousin there..haha..cian aku..kna babysit la gamaknyee..but it's ok..i didn't mind at all..i shook hand with them n went 2 my lil' cousin, Mohd Alif..he's only 1 year n a half month..very cute n very entertaining..he loved 2 kiss everyone around him..once u said 'mmuuuahh!!', he'd surely kiss u..that's cute huh?..=)

my parent bought durian 4 my grandpa..lots of durians..there're lots of foods 2..i enjoyed everything including babysitted my cousin, Alif..his mom had 2 go 2 this UMNO meeting n he had 2 stay with us until his mom came back..so, everybody kept playing with him until he felt sleepy..as everybody was bz with their own agenda, i took over 2 watch Alif..

i hugged him n 'dodoi' him 2 sleep..it's a tiring job actually bcoz he supposed 2 hve his own cradle..since there's no cradle, i hve 2 hold him n walking around the house 2 make him sleep..at first, it worked..but then, he woke up bcoz of the noise from my other cousins..owhhh!!..'could u guys go n play somewhere else?'..kids....they would never understand it..

luckily, my mom was there 2 help me..with a blink of an eye, Alif was fallen asleep..thank God!!..now i could get my sleep 2..haha..after i woke up, my parent wanted me 2 get ready with our car..we're going home..a tiring day n we arrived home at 7 p.m...NEway, happy father's day 2 all fathers in the world!!..

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about 2 recover..=)

11:15 AM | Labels:

heyyo there..

fuhh!!..at last my tooth is cured..it's not fully cured but almost laa..it's been 2 days i cannot get a good sleep..thank u 2 oppa 4 accompanied me until 2 a.m. in the morning..we had a great chat on the phone even my tooth was aching at that time..God bless u!..huhu..

i've been here in johore 4 4 days now..yaiiikkss!!..mcm cepat sgt je..lom puas duk umah lg..hihi..the weather here is cooler than in shah alam..it's because my house is located near a hilly area..cejuk wokk!!..beshh..beshh..

dissert x start lg..cuak tgk smua owg da ready wat dissert..aku cuma jpa supervisor je tp keja x jln2 lg..adehh..bad tiaaa!!..astro is so annoying because its services is currently not available..hmmm..byr beratus2 tp sengal gak..thank God i bring my lappy home..so, i juz watched all movies available in my lappy..huhu..

tomorrow is FATHER'S DAY..i dnt hve anything 2 give 2 my ayah..i'm broke lorrr..adehh..a wish n a father's day kiss would be ok i guess..=)..ok lah..i better run now..ape lg kalo bkn watching tvvvvvvvvvv...yeeaayyy!!..

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home at last...yeaayy!!..

10:16 AM | Labels:

hye bloggers..

yaaiikkss!!..sorry 4 the late update..i'm at my home in johore right now..i've just arrived yesterday..by bus..huhu..da lame x naik bus..best lak..b4 dis i usually drove home..kali ni mls sket..plus, i have this toothache n it hurts so much..nasib baik naik bus..so, aku mkn ubat ponstan n trus tdo smpai johor..otw 2 oppa ade gak msg2 aku..thank u oppa..n kwn aku yg navy ni ade gak call tnye da katne..thanx!..

ayah n mommy jemput aku kat terminal bus..aku smpai kul 2.30 ptg..ayah g byr bil jap n mommy bwk aku g mkn..lapor gile time 2..huhu..ayah picked up kitowg n kitowg trus blik umah atuk aku sbb ayah nk tgk boat dia..ayah aku suka memancing pas dia bersara ni..so, kitowg lepak jap kat umah atuk aku..around 3.45 p.m., kitowg blik umah..

otw nk blik 2, ayah ajak mkn cendol jap kat kedai yg dia n mommy aku slalu mkn cendol mase kecik2 dlu..long ago b4 i was born..huhu..terbaeekk wokk cendol 2!!..laju je aku mkn..smpai umah kul 4.30 ptg..aku trus 'bummmmm!!'..tergolek depan tv..hahaha..

ptg 2 gigi aku ngade2 sakit balik..gigi bongsu yg x sbr2 nk keluar melakukan tugasnya..adehh..merah mata aku tahan sakit..mommy bg aku gel utk sapu kat pipi..bg redakn bengkak 2..aku xnk mkn ubat lg sbb da byk sgt mkn ubat..last2 aku surrender gak..aku bukak beg aku n capai sepaket ponstan...muka aku da x leh blah time 2..x bole berckp..aku duk depan tv jap n trus masuk bilik..x tahan sakit siott!!..

tibe2 ade call kat hp celcom aku..owhhh..papa armal rupenyee..dia bru blik meeting..aku lupa lak nk gtau dia aku da blik johor..papa aku pown bru tumbuh gigi bongsu dia..syok sakan la dia gelakkan aku yg tgh tahan sakit ni..nsib baik dia da biase dgr aku nangis..haha..so, aku x kisah la nangis depan dia..

berdenyut2 aku rase..berpeluh2 aku tahan sakit..last2 aku trtdo gak..alhamdulillah..tp tdo dgn airmata laa..hahaha..xkn nk nangis kuat2 lak kn?..aku da besar..nangis senyap2 sudiii..huhu..hri ni mommy aku masakkan bubur utk aku..da mcm ape da aku ni..ayah nk bwk aku g dentist nti..nk wat minor surgery..nervous!!..

aku tgk atas meja depan tv ni byk jajan n coklat mak aku beli..ni mmg rutin family aku kalo aku blik..mesti ade snacks..huhu..tp kali ni aku dpt tgk je la jajan2 yg sedap 2..sbbnye kalo aku mkn nti mau bengkak gigi aku..adehh..nyampess!!..so, bubur je la yg leh diterima setakat ni..huhu..xpe la..mkn gak kn?..

inilah kehidupan 1st day aku kat umah..yeaaayyy!!..

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a sudden thought but useful..

1:58 PM | Labels:







hye bloggers..


it's weird when someone can change into someone else drastically, right?..i know i'm not perfect..neither everyone else out there..people tend 2 make mistakes n learn from their mistakes..it's a way of life..n sometimes we can be on top n sometimes we can be at the bottom..

i dnt like 2 see all my friends suffer..i hope all my friends will enjoy their lives happily..i dnt like 2 make anybody as my enemy even though some
of them might think that i'm trying 2 be one..i dnt like 2 beat about the bush..true friends are hard 2 find..but once u found them, never let them go..=)..

waaaahhh!!..terbaeekkk wokk!!..(tagline aril af7)..sometimes, i do feel annoy with certain people..but, i learned not to take it seriously these days..juz let it go n hope it would be better in times..if it's not today, may be it's tomorrow or may be it takes years 2 finally become better..so, what ever people say about u, juz pray that they can find their way without having 2 hurt each other..

2 me, everybody has their little 'black book'..forgiveness is important..=)..we dnt have 2 be shy 2 admit our mistakes or weaknesses..we're not God..i remember this nice quote..Confucius used 2 say, 'If u be patient in one moment of anger, u'll escape a hundred days of sorrows'..that's true..u dnt hve 2 rush..take ur time n follow the flow..think about the nicest thing that ever happened 2 u n juz put it as ur 'light'..

stop barging people that u hate but instead, pray 2 God 2 guide u through the hard times..to forgive somebody is the hardest thing 2 do..i know that..u need courage n most important is that u know what's best 4 u..the rest, u juz leave it 2 God....

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there's nothing between u and ur dreams..=)

11:32 AM | Labels:

salam bloggers..

these past few days really got my mood..=)..i'm going back 2 johore this wednesday insyaAllah..cant wait 2 see my mom n ayah..smalam g shah alam jap..g buang ikan kakak aku kat tasik depan umah aku..umah aku kat blok 58 seksyen 7 2 la..kakak aku da mls nk jage ikan da..huhu..

we went there at 7.00 p.m...a bit late i guess?..senja..kat tasik 2 gelap sgt..ade la 2,3 buah keta je yg park..xtau la diowg wat pe..hahaha..i manage 2 do my prayer at my house before i went back 2 PJ..n so my sis..singgah umah jap jpa housemate aku, sara..n then pick up some of my stuffs..most important, my medicine!!..

we didnt straightly go home after dat..sis brought me 2 secret recipe..dia nk blanje aku lg..yeaayy!!..after secret recipe, we went 2 a stall in front of her house..time 2 makan sate lak..mmg full la perut aku last nite..

emm..mlm td aku mimpi sumting yg lawak..bgn pg td aku tergelak ngan kakak aku..aku harap mimpi 2 jdi kenyataan..skang ni aku lg prefer dgr lagu2 motivation mcm yg aku letak kat page aku ni..semangat sikit kn?..haha..then, i watched movies that inspire me..cite cinta2 aku da jarang tgk da..i'm more 2 comedies n cartoons je right now..

i've got toothache from yesterday until last night..gigi bongsu aku nk tumbuh..adehhh..sakit siott!..nk tdo pown ssh..mcm nk nangis..haha..nangis sakit gigi xpe..jgn nangis sbb benda2 bodoh lg dah la..=)

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Tagged....=p

9:21 PM | Labels:


Rules & Regulations DO NOT copy answers.
Tagged questions must be 100% same
Tag 9 people before doing the tag.

People i tagged:-

1.progressive da red on riot
2.lullaby
3.confession of a shopaholics
4.ainieynoky
5.por2amor
6.owh..kau rupanya....
7.~Pieces of my Life~
8.attfiena
9.me & my life

How do you know 1?
from emy n pisang..haha..

What would you do if you never meet 2?
ape punya soalan da..x kenal maka x cinta..hahaha..

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated?
wah..pempuan sama pempuan..adehhh..aku blur la..

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
nope..bcoz of their different character..i dnt think they can mix very well..huhu..

You think 7 is attractive?
definitely..=)..she's got it all..

Would you date 8?
as a fren?..of course..8 is a 'she'..huhu..

Tell me something about 9
i knew her from my ex bf..she's a good sister..very supportive n likes 2 participate in 'Gadis Melayu'..huhu..

What's 1's favourite past time?
dating ngan bakal kakak ipar aku la kot..hahaha..

What language does 2 speaks?
malay n french la setakat yg aku perasan ni..hahaha..

Who is 3 going out with?
abg jabir since at pilah lg..hahaha..

How old is 4?
24 i guess..haha..btol x aini?..

When was the last time you talked to 5?
x ingat la..mase aku ade conflict last sem la kot..hahaha..

Who is 6's favorite singer?
xtau la plak..Hujan kot..

Would you date 7?
sure..if she's here in Malaysia la..huhu..

Is 8 single?
nope..she's married n about 2 give birth to a child..=)..congrats sis fiena..

What's 9's last name?
adehh..x ingat la..

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terima kasih..=)

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hye bloggers..

emmm..yesterday i went 2 kelana jaya 2 have a nice dinner with hazrid (my oppa) n one of our QS junior from my practical office..remember anis that went 2 perak with me??..yeahh..i'm talking bout her..hehe..

kul 6 ptg aku gerak dr PJ sbb tnggu diowg 2 owg hbis keja..kitowg target nk lepak kat kelana jaya je..a treat from my oppa for getting a good result in my exam..thank u oppa!!..ye ke??..hehehe..never mind..i appreciate it oppa..it means a lot 2 me..


anis brought one of her friends named rabiatul..we called her as 'B'..huhu..tringat mase aku ngan ex bf aku dlu..panggil 'B'..manja la konon..x bole blaa..haha..NEway, the past is still the past..aku pown da heppi ngan ape yg aku ade skang..kwn2 yg best n family yg memahami..what more could i ask??..aku rase xde kot..alhamdulillah n syukur dgn ape yg aku ade je la..=)




ayah promised 2 give me something as soon as i get back home..thank u ayah..my sis gave me many chocolates with different flavours after she went back home from work smalam..huhu..terharuuuuu...

aku menangis kerana kegembiraan..aku bkn lg menangis utk semua kesengsaraan aku..mommy n ayah hepi sbb aku berjaya atasi tembok yg selama ni da byk menjatuhkn semangat aku..tembok2 yg sepatutnye dr dlu lg aku musnahkn tp aku x mampu sbb aku rase aku xde kekuatan time 2..

n believe it or not?..aku da x kisah psl kwn aku yg syok kat ex-bf aku 2..smua 2 da x penting utk aku..aku da cukup sabar n aku mmg da xnk amik tau lg psl diowg..korg mmg sepadan bersama kot..haha..sesuai la sgt..aku da npk sape kwn aku n sape yg bkn..yg 2 pown aku berterima kasih pd tuhan sbb tunjukkan pd aku..

aku x kisah kalo diowg nk slhkn aku..bkn aku yg mintk smua 2 jdi..n bkn aku yg dtg pd dia..n aku x mintk dia jatuh cinta pd aku pown..smua 2 wat aku lega..aku da xnk slhkn diri sendiri lg..dia wat aku sengsara n aku sbr terima semuanya..dgn accident la..itu la..ini la..aku terlibat dgn smua 2 n pikir blik, benda 2 cuma mghabiskn tenaga n masa aku je..tp pape pown, benda 2 jugaklah yg bg aku kekuatan utk bgn balik..NEway, my life isn't suck without u..(^_~)

papa armal slalu wat aku gelak bile dia nk bg semangat kat aku..tp berkesan tau!..haha..oppa pown same..slalu support aku n bakar semangat aku..thanks!..aku mampu tersenyum gembira balik..mommy suh aku wat new make over after diz..huhu..best kn ibu aku?..sentiasa memahami aku..ayah lak slalu bwk aku g tenangkn fikiran kat tempat2 best kalo aku sedih..abg2 n kakak aku lak sentiasa ade dgn aku..aku jatuh n aku bangun..n aku hargai mereka smua smpai bila2..hanya tuhan yg mampu bls smua kebaikan yg diowg curahkn kat aku..


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Alhamdulillah...the happiest day of my life..=)

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salam..

alhamdulillah n syukur are the only words i can say right now..Thank U Allah 4 giving me this opportunity 2 redeem myself..i went 2 bed at 10 p.m. last nite with this nervous feeling..wanna know y?..it's because i was worried about my exam result..

mommy told me it was gonna be OK..i prayed n i followed all her advice..remember i told u about 'mata yg x benti kenyit' 2?..mommy said dat may be i was about 2 cry 4 something..u're right mommy..it's not that i'm being superstitious but i am crying right now..i'm not crying 4 any jerks i've known..i cried because finally, i was capable of prooving 2 everybody that i can get good grades eventhough i had a lot of pressure during my exam..alhamdulillah again..

God knows how i survived during my last semester..i broke up during my study week which costs me loads of pressure..i had been in troubles 4 things i didnt even know y?..n there was event of 'talking behind my back'..2 the pretender out there, i have only two words 4 them...'BACK OFF!!'..NEway, i had 2 endure all those things..thank u 2 my supportive friends..n my most gratitude 2 my FAMILY...without them, i cannot stand up on my feet again..

fuhh!!..i'm happy at last..thank u Allah..Kau tarik sesuatu daripada aku dan Kau kurniakan aku sesuatu yang baru yang lebih bermakna dalam hidup aku..aku bersyukur dan redha dengan ketetentuanMU..these were the only words that came across my mind after i opened my exam result at 2.30 a.m. (12th June 2009)..

i almost shouted in front of my lappy..that woke my sis up..she asked me what had happened?..i smiled n said 2 her that i finally did it!!..she got out of bed n hugged me instantly..she called my mom n we woke up everybody in my family including my papa armal, my oppa n my navy friend..this is the happiest day of my life..tia is back..=)

now i believe that God has his own reason for letting these happened 2 me..(ade hikmah disebaliknyaa..)

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a happy day..=)

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yuhuu..

emm..smalam aku g lepak ngan mok teh n imah..mula2 nk lepak ngan imah je..teman dia g saloon..n then, mok teh ade kat fakulti..so, lepak bersama2 la..aku budget nk jpa supervisor tp x jdi lak..sbb supervisor aku xde..

aku sampai awl pg 2..imah was on her way at dat time..janji nk jpa kat restoran khalifah..aku pown 'on' je..yg x bole bla nyee, aku slh restoran..aku leh lak trtnggu imah kat restoran Kamal yg mcm haram 2..haha..

imah smpai n call aku..aku poyo2 je ckp aku ade kat meja tepi 2..imah ckp dia da park kat tepi..aik??..xde tanda2 ke'parking'an keta dia pown??..aku bukak blik hp aku..aku tgk msg td..hahahaha...bengong tol!!..aku slh masuk restoran..nasib baik lom order air lg sbb waiter kat c2 mmg lembab amik order..aku duk da stngah jam pown diowg x amik order..aku trus masuk keta n gtau imah yg aku nk tukar parking..sengal tol time 2..

bru pas order air..mok teh call..dia da siap g library..aku suh imah tnggu jap sbb aku nk amik mok teh..pas smpai kat restoran 2 blik, kitowg pown berborak x hengat dunia..gelak mcm tempat 2 kitowg punya..hahaha..dah la dtg setakat minum je..haha..mesti mamak khalifah 2 anti je tgk kitowg..dulik ape aku..bkn kitowg x byr pown..time tgh borak 2, mok teh n imah ckp ade mamat sebelah meja kitowg ni asyik pandang2 je..aku lak sengal g tgk balik..haha..lantak mamat2 2 la..sape suh duk sebelah meja kitowg?..haha..

then, kitowg g cri saloon utk imah..keta aku berehat kat depan restoran 2..naik 1 keta je..g saloon kna tnggu lak sbb ade rmai customer..pe lg?..perut da bunyik2 mcm radio rosak da ni..imah n mok teh ajak melantak mcD..bantaii la korg..aku mmg da lapo..hahaha..then, kitowg memekak kat mcD lak..adehh..

hbis mkn, g saloon blik..imah da ready..aku n mok teh berborak kat hall..mok teh suh aku pilih style rambut mane yg sesuai ngan dia..al maklum lah..aku ni kn suka gak tukar2 fesyen rambut..huhu..tp skang aku da pkai tudung..so, save duit utk rambut la..aku pown suggest la memacam kat mok teh..tp plan 2 simpan dlu kot sbb nk bg rambut dia lg pjg..rambut aku x yah cite la..da gile pjg..blik johor ni nk g trim..

jam 5.45 ptg..aku kna blik sbb mlmnye nk g tgk wayang ngan abg n kakak aku yg trsyg..kat cineleisure..bwk housemate kakak aku skali sbb dia tinggal sowg2..cian lak dia..lgpown abg aku ni mmg bermurah hti nk blanje kitowg..da la blanje, siap bg souvenir lg..n mcm biase la..aku ni kn adik dia..time nk balik 2 of course la aku dpt duit saku..hahaha...berapa inggit??..rahsiaaa..yahooo..

emm..jap g aku nk g shah alam..g seksyen 2 kot..jpa membe aku yg bru blik dr US..lunch jap ngan dia..pastu kalo aku rajin aku nk g library jap..dpd aku duk umah n trmenung je ingat benda2 bodoh yg aku pnah lalui ngan manusia2 bodoh ni lebih baik aku isi kepala otak aku ngan ilmu..haha..sowi..kasar sikit bahasa..x leh nk cover bile aku da kembali mcm dlu..family aku heppi bile dgr aku da kembali normal..hahaha..bkn ape..aku dlu x suka mngalah..ikut pale otak aku je..diowg wisau tgk aku ni asyik mengalah je n pikir psl hti owg len..so, skang diowg x yah wisau la..sbb aku da back 2 normal..thank u kpd yg setia mendorong aku..

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thank u yg x terhingga...

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salam...

hari ni mcm dlm sejarah lak..smalam aku dpt tau berita yg x best..aku tdo sepanjang hari..aku borak ngan best fren aku EMY selama sejam..emy, aku nk ko tau ko adelah kwn aku yg pling baik dgn aku..aku bersyukur pd tuhan sbb ko bkn dr kalangan yg suka tikam kwn sendiri..

hari ni aku bgn dgn keadaan x terurus..tp dgn 1 tekad..aku berterima kasih pd kakak aku sbb buka mata aku..terima kasih pd emy sbb sedarkn aku dr berpegang pd benda yg slh n x berfaedah..terima kasih pd rahimah sbb sentiasa ade bile aku tertekan..n terima kasih sbb memahami aku..terima kasih utk papa aku (encik armal) sbb bg semangat kat aku n dgr tangisan aku x kira mase..aku syg korg smua!!..

bile kita tersedar, kita akn rase satu perasaan yg betol2 wat kita ceria balik..no more MISS NICE GIRL..aku xde la nice sgt..tp at least aku berpikir akn perasaan owg n aku suka maafkn owg..but for now..aku xkn maafkn owg2 yg da sesakkan kepala aku skang ni..

EMY, aku akn back 2 basic..ko akn jpa tia yg mase kat Pilah dlu..ko sentiase betol emy..aku syg ko!..aku xnk wat sape2 nangis n sedih lg terutama family aku..hanya disbbkn perkara bodoh yg aku alami sem lepas bersama owg2 yg agak xde makne pd aku laa..kita berjuang same2 k emy!!..aku tia..tia yg xkn berlembut ngan sape2 lg..tia yg keras hati n x mkn saman..n tia with no mercy!..welcome home tia...

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No Boundaries...

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Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want
But how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way

What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

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my Beloved Family...(^_~)..a.k.a MY AIR n NYAWA..

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ayah n mummy..(^_^)



my big bro..(^_^)



my bro..(^_^)



my bros..(^_^)


my sis n bros..(^_^)

haaa..kalo korg nk tau..ni lah owg2 yg paling aku syg dlm dunia ni..n kalo diowg xde, aku xtau mcm ne aku nk teruskn idup aku..=)

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E.M.P.T.Y.

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hye bloggers..

emm..woke up as usual..smalam g lepak kopitiam ngan housemate kakak aku..kat carrefour subang jaya..dekat je ngan umah kitowg..aku kalo bab2 lepak ni mmg x ingat dunia da..target nk g mkn je kul 1.30 ptg 2..last2 terlajak smpai kul 4.30 ptg..

kwn kakak aku ni byk nasihat aku..dia tgk aku semacam je..hahaha..mcm owg ade masalah kot..aku ni sbnarnye byk benda ngah pikir..aku tkt aku x mampu wat smuanye..kwn kakak aku ni pown cite la psl dia gak...dgn harapan aku jdikan pengajaran..

aku cite la masalah2 aku time blaja ni..gmbr aku pnah kna koyak kat pintu bilik aku dlu mase kat hostel..aku tau keja sape tp aku mls nk gado..childish la smua 2..ibu aku pesan, biar owg wat kat kite jgn kite wat kat owg..aku dgr ckp ibu aku..time 2 tuhan je tau pe yg aku rase..kna fitnah sana sini..

aku x kisah pe yg owg nk ckp psl aku..owg trdekat je tau aku mcm ne..aku tau gak ade yg depan aku ckp baik je tp blakang aku kutuk aku..up 2 them la..aku hilang sum1 yg aku syg selama 3 thn..tambah lak ngan masalah remeh-temeh kat kiri n kanan aku ni..aku nk fokus study pown ssh..si dia penah ckp..'alangkah indah kalo masa leh diputar semula'..xpe..aku redha ngan ape yg kitowg lalui..aku hrp dia hepi..aku mmg doakan dia hepi..

kdg2 aku pikir ade baik gak aku x berperasaan mcm aku kat sekolah dlu..aku redah je smua..time 2 aku x peduli ape owg rase..kalo aku bengang aku trus tampar je owg 2..haha..tp 2 dulu..aku bkn aku yg dulu..

feeling E.M.P.T.Y. today..tp aku seronok sbb abg aku bakal bertunang ujung thn ni..alhamdulillah..luka abg aku da sembuh..thank u 2 bakal kakak ipar aku 2 sbb berjaya curi hati abg aku..n kakak aku??..dia tgh membuat pilihan skang ni..abg aku lg sowg?..dia bz g oversea sana sini..tp bile dia blik kitowg akn hang out same2..aku lak??..haha..aku still mcm ni..nk kejar cita2 aku...................

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dpt dr my emy...thank u 4 tagging me..haha..

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1. APAKAH NAMA BLOG ANDA DAN KENAPA ANDA MEMILIH NAMA ITU?

My Journey...sbbnye aku nk cite psl suka duka aku..mostly duka laa..hahaha..nk luah kat owg tp x slalunye dpt luahkn smua sbb owg len own ade masalah diowg gak..

2. APAKAH LINK BLOG ANDA SEKARANG DAN BAGAIMANA BOLEH TIMBUL IDEA UNTUK MENAMAKANNYA SEPERTI ITU?


http://anortia.blogspot.com...ni gabungan name yg family aku panggil kat umah n name yg membe aku panggil kat kampus..kat umah family aku panggil 'anor'..kat kampus n membe2 mostly panggil aku 'tia'..so..tambah tolak darab bahagi jadilah 'anortia'..hahaha..ni pown aku wat time aku ngah blur..

3. APAKAH 'METHOD' PENULISAN DALAM BLOG ANDA?
ni method pe lak??..standard method of measurement ke??..hakhakhak..ntah la..method apenyee..aku tulis time aku rase nk tulis je..

4. PERNAH TERASA NAK HAPUSKAN BLOG ANDA? SEBABNYA?


x kot..stakat ni aku aktif lg..x tau la lame2 nti mcm ne..hopefully x..sbb aku rase lega sikit bile merapu2 dlm blog ni..hahaha..

5. ORANG SETERUSNYA UNTUK DI-TAG?
smua owg yg jdi jdi follower blog aku n sape2 je la yg bace..haha..NEway, a big applause 2 best fren aku 'EMY' sbb bg aku isik mase lapang aku menjawab mende ni..haha..aku cyg EMY...huhu..

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what a day...

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hye readers!..

mowning..i cannot call it a day yet bcoz it's only 8.16 a.m..my plan 4 2day is 2 go 2 see my supervisor n farhana..mommy said she's gonna come here but dnt know when?..cant wait 2 see my mom..

dnt feel good 2day..i woke up at 7.00 a.m. this morning..praying to God 2 take all this 'pain' away from me..i've always wanted 2 be in a certainty position..right now i dnt feel anything..if anyone ask me questions bout their love life, i'm sorry 2 say that i dnt even have the answers..it's not that i've given up!..i only want a space 4 myself..i'm not rejecting anyone who really love me..but for now, silence is my best friends..i'm sorry..

i have a very long journey which i dnt even know what would happen afterwards..for now, i dnt want anything 2 stop me..my fwens asked me if i ever wanted 2 hve a new bf..huh!!..what for?..maybe this is not the right time..i juz dnt wanna let anybody down..n most important is that i dnt wanna be in that 'down' situation anymore..i've found my goal!..it's time 2 make it real!..SELFISH!..maybe someone will say this 2 me..hmm..who cares anyway?..i'm sick n tired of being the blamed person..

have u ever been accused 2 something that u never done??..i've been into that a lot of times..one day, they said this 'thing' 2 me..the other day, they said the other way round..i dnt like 2 judge people bcoz me myself, is not perfect..trust me..what goes around comes around..it's all about KARMA..

from now on, i'm gonna stop blaming myself 4 what had happened..2 know the truth is something that's really gonna hurt me..but it's an act of God..i may have done wrong b4 n therefore, God has given me this 'test'..

P.S : PLEASE BE NICE TO EVERYBODY...=)..n DNT EVER BACKSTAB PEOPLE AROUND U NO MATTER HOW BAD THEY ARE..

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a bunch of happy people..lalalaaa~~

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hello everyone..

last nite i had a wonderful nite with 3 of my fwens..RAHIMAH, BOMI n HAZRID..thank you hazrid 4 the nice treat..=)..we hang out at mcD from 10 p.m. until 5.30 a.m...woowww!!..what an awesome day we had back there..hahaha..

hazrid and i arrived at mcD b4 rahimah n bomi n we looked for a very nice spot..UPSTAIRS!!..we brought our lappy but unfortunately, there's no plug 2 connect our extension..so, we decided 2 go back downstairs which was near the glass door..rahimah n bomi were there and we made some orders..

ready 2 eat!!..hazrid suggested 2 watch spooky movie entitled 'ARANG'..aiiyarrkk!!..seram siot..ni

bkn psl arang batu or arang ape...aku suka pelakon lelaki dia sbb lelaki 2 pnah berlakon dlm cite korea 'My Girl'----->SEOUL GONG CHAN...uuuuuuuu~~..hihi..so, the 4 of us watched while having our dinner..yummyyy!!..it's really cold inside the mcD..after the movie, rahimah n i went outside 2 get some fresh air...(time ni sempat gak men amik2 gmbr..hahahaha)...

bomi n hazrid still lg tabah duk dlm air cond 2..hahaha..12 a.m., we decided 2 go home but suddenly, rahimah took out her UNO game..the three of us trus ckp 'laaaaaaaa.....'...hahaha..so, we went outside 2 play UNO bcoz it's 2 cold inside..i dnt know how 2 play UNO so they taught me..haha..i'm the loser of the nite in this game..n thank u hazrid 4 buying mcFlurry ice cream last nite..naik blik mood aku..haha..i quit from playing n turn on my lappy..listened 2 some sweet songs with them n online with bro OWN n webcam with sis Nani...it's really fun!!..then, we snapped some pics using my lappy..best tauuu!!..mcm2 gaya..hahaha..


kalo korg nk tau, 3x kitowg tukar tmpat duduk..haaaaa...nk tau sbb pe?..sbbnyeeee..pak cik cleaner 2 nk bersihkn tingkap cermin n mop lantai..yg kitowg ni x reti2 nk blik..hahaha..sambung lg main UNO..aku da x main da mase 2..dowg 3 owg je yg main..tp tibe2 aku rase nk join blik..so, smbung laa lg main smpai masing2 mata da merah..da stop main UNO..kononnye nk blik..da packing da ni..tp trgugat lak tgk cite yg hazrid bukak ni..tajuk dia 'MY WIFE IS A GANGSTER 3'..haha..boleh thn lawak cite ni..




aku da cium meja da mase 2 lyn cite ni..last2 rahimah ajak blik..kali ni betol2 kitowg balik..hahaha..hri ni x tau ape jdi ngan smua owg..hikhikhik..i woke up at 8 a.m..bomi woke up at 7.30 a.m...hazrid n imah aku x tau lak..imah maybe smbung tdo blik but hazrid da start keja...cian dia..huhu..NEway, hope we can hang out like diz again..cyg korg!!..mmmuuuaahhh!!..

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today's plan..emmm...kenapa bwh mata kiri aku x benti berkenyit??..

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morning everyone!..

i woke up at 7 a.m. today..feeling more energetic than b4 but worried of sumting bad that might happen 2 me in these few weeks..never mind..juz let God do the rest..i did my laundry n turned on my lappy..sis was preparing 2 go 2 work..i was planning 2 go 2 the library today with my fwens..shower at 8.30 a.m. and bfast downstairs..

mata aku still berkenyit2 lg ni..hmmm..aku ni bkn la 'a believer' sgt tp sometimes old folks are true with their saying..mommy told me dat maybe i will cry 4 something..some of my fwens told me dat there were people talking behind my back..what ever it was, i was hoping dat there must be a good reason for this..

now, it's 8.57 a.m..i'm preparing 4 my journey 2 shah alam..hahaha..mcm jauh sgt je..it takes about 20mins 2 go there..tp kalo x jam, 15mins pown leh smpai..depends on the speed la..emm..mommy gave me celcom top up yesterday..tQ mommy..it's good 2 hang out with my mom..she always know how 2 comfort me..n ayah?..ayah always guides me 2 do what's best 4 me..luv u guys!..

hehe..tibe2 rase sayu hati lak..aku sgt nervous utk sem depan ni..mampukah aku capai ape yg aku nak?..insyaAllah..tinggal aku sowg je yg x hbis blaja lg..abg2 n kakak smua da keja..maybe diowg kawen thn depan..x sbr rasenye nk jdi MAK USU..almaklumlah kann..aku ni anak bongsu..

abg aku ajak keja kat SIME DARBY..apply jdi trainee dlu mcm dia..pastu compete utk jdi yg trbaik..abg aku berjaya dlm umur yg muda..bru grad da pegang gaji more than RM3,000.00..x yah la aku nk gtau specific sgt kn?..nti mcm menunjuk lak..tp aku sgt salute abg2 n akak aku ni..they know what they want n they strive hard 2 achieve it..aku ni lain lak..jap2 rajin..jap2 mls..hahaha..

alangkah seronok kalo aku jdi mcm mase aku kat UiTM Kuala Pilah dlu..SITI NUR AIMI SHAHBUDIN je yg tau aku mcm ne dlu..2 la 1st time aku btol2 berusaha utk diri aku..fokus aku x pnah hilang..tp bile masuk Perak, mcm2 jdi..aku hilang fokus..kat Shah Alam pown aku hilang fokus..hmmmm...

slh aku gak..slalu terima owg x tentu psl..last2 study ntah ke mana..aku ni mudah maafkn owg n cepat kesiankn owg..owg wat mcm2 pown aku leh rilek je lyn owg 2..ntah bile aku nk jdi keras hti aku pown x tau..aku x sbr nk grad..nk tukar environment..x sbr nk senangkn parents aku..kawen??..ade gak membe2 aku yg ngah plan nk kawen skang tp aku x kot...aku da tukar misi aku..hehehe..cari pe yg aku nk dlu..senangkn family dlu pastu senangkn aku n then bru senangkn owg len..

kalo dlu, aku akn senangkn owg len dlu bru senangkn diri aku..smpai ibu aku mrh2 aku..ibu ckp aku pentingkn kawan..mmg btol pown..kwn mkn aku pown aku leh maafkn mcm 2 je..agak bodoh gak la kn??..tp nk wat mcm ne?..aku x suka simpan lame2..aku ingat kata2 sowg kakak ni..(KAK AKMA)..dia ckp..JANJI ALLAH ITU PASTI!..so, aku menantikn janji ALLAH je la..sbb janji manusia x pnah ditepati..aku pown kdg2 lupa janji gak..so, 2 all people out there..dnt make a promise if u know u'll break the promise..

k lah..aku nk siap..fokus da ok sket..planning kna betol..insyaAllah...

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finally u guys can comment on my blogs..hehe..

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hye readers..

i'm sorry bcoz of the techical error in my previous blogs..some of u might wanna leave ur comment n obviously it didnt work out, right?..i've adjusted the setting this morning..therefore, feel free 2 stop by n leave ur comments..=)..enjoy ur reading!..thank u..

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hoping 4 a brighter day...=)

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hello..

huhu..hri ni kna mulakan hari dgn penuh semangat..(ayat skema)..hahaha..smalam aku g library ngan Bomi n Kak Nani..g ptar 3..b4 dat, aku bfast ngan Imah, Bomi n Basyir..kat nasi lemak cinta syg..(imah slalu sebut 'nasi lemak kasih syg')..hahaha..

emm..lepak2 punya lepak kat library rupa2nye da lewat da..dekat2 kul 4, kitowg blah g mkn kat Ani Sup Utara Sek 7 jap..aku lapor gile time 2..mkn bubur n otak2..yummmyyyy!!..aku smpai umah kul 5.30 ptg..mase drive 2 leh lak fikiran aku melayang pikir tah pape..last2 aku sesat smpai stadium..haha..bengong!!..aku pown patah blik masuk fed hi-way..adehh..jln agak jam..

aku bukak hp aku..uiks??..ade miskol dr 'papa' aku..aku pown call la dia blik..'papa, nape call td?'..papa aku ckp pe tah mase 2..aku x dgr sgt..aku pown jwb 'ok2..ye..'..haha..slalunye papa aku akn call blik..

aku smpai kat umah je aku msg papa aku..aku ckp sbnarnye aku x dgr pe yg dia ckp td..dia pown trus call aku..

papa : salam
aku : wasalam..ye..pejabat kesihatan daerah manjung..boleh sy bantu?..
papa : hahaha..sy sihat je..kamu ni poyo..
aku : huahuahua..sj je..

borak punya borak rupanya papa aku ngah meeting mase aku call td..site yg dia g 2 line x clear sgt..aku ingatkn aku yg pekak..papa aku gelakkan aku..hmm..dia sgt la bz skang ni..ssh da nk borak2 mcm dlu..

pas letak hp aku trus online..online ngan Bomi (MOMO)..hikhik..aku da ngantuk tahap gaban..tp da nk maghrib..xlame 2 kakak aku blik..dia nk g dating jap g..aku pown main2 msg ngan ibu aku..pas online ngan Bomi n Imah, aku psa laptop kat kakak aku after dia blik dating 2..dia ade date ym ngan lg sowg mamat ni lak..hahaha..hot stuff sungguh!!..zaman aku da berakhir da..skang zaman aku jdi lone ranger..bersama Imah n Bomi..merayau n melepak sesuka hati..haha..

mlm td aku trtdo depan tv..kakak aku bantai chatting smpai kul 3pg..pg td dia punya liat nk g keja smpai aku bebel2 kat dia..haha..pg ni bukak hp n ade msg dr navy ni..aku pown reply la ngan muka kelat2 ni..aku pantang owg msg, aku akn reply..aku xnk hampakan owg..huhu..

k la..aku nk bfast jap..smbung nti..haha..

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nice lyric..

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Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...


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Tiada tara didunia...


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Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...


Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan....

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