today's plan..emmm...kenapa bwh mata kiri aku x benti berkenyit??..

morning everyone!..

i woke up at 7 a.m. today..feeling more energetic than b4 but worried of sumting bad that might happen 2 me in these few weeks..never mind..juz let God do the rest..i did my laundry n turned on my lappy..sis was preparing 2 go 2 work..i was planning 2 go 2 the library today with my fwens..shower at 8.30 a.m. and bfast downstairs..

mata aku still berkenyit2 lg ni..hmmm..aku ni bkn la 'a believer' sgt tp sometimes old folks are true with their saying..mommy told me dat maybe i will cry 4 something..some of my fwens told me dat there were people talking behind my back..what ever it was, i was hoping dat there must be a good reason for this..

now, it's 8.57 a.m..i'm preparing 4 my journey 2 shah alam..hahaha..mcm jauh sgt je..it takes about 20mins 2 go there..tp kalo x jam, 15mins pown leh smpai..depends on the speed la..emm..mommy gave me celcom top up yesterday..tQ mommy..it's good 2 hang out with my mom..she always know how 2 comfort me..n ayah?..ayah always guides me 2 do what's best 4 me..luv u guys!..

hehe..tibe2 rase sayu hati lak..aku sgt nervous utk sem depan ni..mampukah aku capai ape yg aku nak?..insyaAllah..tinggal aku sowg je yg x hbis blaja lg..abg2 n kakak smua da keja..maybe diowg kawen thn depan..x sbr rasenye nk jdi MAK USU..almaklumlah kann..aku ni anak bongsu..

abg aku ajak keja kat SIME DARBY..apply jdi trainee dlu mcm dia..pastu compete utk jdi yg trbaik..abg aku berjaya dlm umur yg muda..bru grad da pegang gaji more than RM3,000.00..x yah la aku nk gtau specific sgt kn?..nti mcm menunjuk lak..tp aku sgt salute abg2 n akak aku ni..they know what they want n they strive hard 2 achieve it..aku ni lain lak..jap2 rajin..jap2 mls..hahaha..

alangkah seronok kalo aku jdi mcm mase aku kat UiTM Kuala Pilah dlu..SITI NUR AIMI SHAHBUDIN je yg tau aku mcm ne dlu..2 la 1st time aku btol2 berusaha utk diri aku..fokus aku x pnah hilang..tp bile masuk Perak, mcm2 jdi..aku hilang fokus..kat Shah Alam pown aku hilang fokus..hmmmm...

slh aku gak..slalu terima owg x tentu psl..last2 study ntah ke mana..aku ni mudah maafkn owg n cepat kesiankn owg..owg wat mcm2 pown aku leh rilek je lyn owg 2..ntah bile aku nk jdi keras hti aku pown x tau..aku x sbr nk grad..nk tukar environment..x sbr nk senangkn parents aku..kawen??..ade gak membe2 aku yg ngah plan nk kawen skang tp aku x kot...aku da tukar misi aku..hehehe..cari pe yg aku nk dlu..senangkn family dlu pastu senangkn aku n then bru senangkn owg len..

kalo dlu, aku akn senangkn owg len dlu bru senangkn diri aku..smpai ibu aku mrh2 aku..ibu ckp aku pentingkn kawan..mmg btol pown..kwn mkn aku pown aku leh maafkn mcm 2 je..agak bodoh gak la kn??..tp nk wat mcm ne?..aku x suka simpan lame2..aku ingat kata2 sowg kakak ni..(KAK AKMA)..dia ckp..JANJI ALLAH ITU PASTI!..so, aku menantikn janji ALLAH je la..sbb janji manusia x pnah ditepati..aku pown kdg2 lupa janji gak..so, 2 all people out there..dnt make a promise if u know u'll break the promise..

k lah..aku nk siap..fokus da ok sket..planning kna betol..insyaAllah...