My Journey (^_~)

hye bloggers..

alhamdulillah..i've been through my first interview today..it's actually an unexpected interview because i came there to be interviewed by other company but it turned out that i went to other company..i was encouraged by my lecturer to enter the room just to gain experience on the process of an interview..i practised every tip given by the speaker during my finishing school seminar..thank u a lot to them for spending their time to teach UiTM fresh graduate students regarding the interview session and the correct way to attend a job interview..

everything that happened this morning was unplanned..i met my MBWL before my interview and alhamdulillah also, our meeting went well without any fighting..we were in a calm condition and no more nonsense talk between us..syukur~..

i am very thankful to Allah for giving me the opportunity to live in this beautiful earth and for surrounding me with caring and lovely people..tomorrow night i will be back home to Johore to celebrate Aidiladha with my family..may this coming Aidiladha is filled with Allah's blessing..aminnn..

hye bloggers..

lately, i've been sleeping too much..adehh~..as the clock stroke 8 (pm ok..not am), i was already on my bed..hahaha..gilos kamu ni tia!!..yeahhh!..i don't know why i was so sleepy as the sun went down..

hmm..yesterday, mommy taught me to cook 'ASAM PEDAS'..i started to fry the vegetables and guess what??..my ayah told me that it was delicious..yeeeaaayyyy!!..first trial was a success!!..hehehe..today, i'm looking for a new recipe from my mom..hohohoho~..

last night oppa gave me a call around 1 a.m. but sorry oppa..i was fallen asleep at that time..(^-^)..i woke up this morning and found out that there're lots of messages and missed call from my friends..sowi again guys~..

emm..subuh already..lets pray!!..i'm going to help my mom prepare our breakfast and do my usual housekeeping (vacuum the carpet, washing the dishes, preparing the ingredients for lunch cooking and etc)..huhuhu..what a day~..

6. sis ain... (sbb lyn tia pagi2 kat ym and always wish me luck..hikhikhik)

7. sarah...(sbb slalu kongsi masalah ngan aku..=)..prob kite x jauh bezanye..)

8. acap...(sbb wat aku gelak ngan lawak sengal ko..=p)

9. pali...(sbb tlg aku settlekn masalah owg gile yg kaco aku kat tepon..=p)

10. ain penang... (sbb lynkn sengal aku ngan dak2 ni..=p)


also for those who i haven't mention yet, THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORTS!!..hanya Allah mampu membalasnya..maafkn segala kekurangan tia and kesalahan tia sama ada yg tia sedari or x..tQ..

hye bloggers..

i'm at home now..i arrived on sunday @ 10.30 a.m from shah alam..a 3 hours journey ended up to be only 2 hours and a half..not because of i was speeding but the road was clear without lorries and cars..

actually, i went home with this guilty feeling..just straight to the point..i left my MBWL without saying goodbye for the last time..we supposed to meet each other early in the morning before i went back to my hometown..he woke up late and i decided to straightly went home..am i mean??..

did i do the right thing??..i don't even know..i drove with this guilt and didn't realise i had reached home..i sent him a message saying i was so sorry..i really didn't mean to leave him like that but i had to..how cruel i am, am i?..

to my MBWL..if u read this..i just want to apologise for everything from the beginning we met until we're apart from each other..i do really hope that we can meet in different situation not like what we used to be..a situation where there'll be only u and me..my heart will always remain as what i told u before..

drove with tears falling down my cheeks made me feel even sorrow..but as usual, life must go on..with or without u..mommy seemed to know what i've been through right now and she gave me support just like she always did..thank u mom!..

a new day has begun..a new me still waits for the sun to come..may God bless me in every way..insyaAllah..

hye bloggers..

finally, the last paper for this semester a.k.a. my final semester was done..actually, i was sad and depressed because i did not do well for the last paper..i know the answer but i failed to finish it on time..=(..

due to my unstoppable depression, i decided to go to eat @ Bara with azimah + bro own + payid + salman + bosco + iezzet..tears of joy for finally ending my degree was about to burst out and not to forget, the tears for my last paper..redha je la..and tawakal..sekiranya rezeki aku ade, maka ade la..insyaAllah..

the weather was gloomy as if it knew that i was in a sad mode..thank u Allah for giving me the opportunity to live in this world surrounded by loving and caring people..i could only pray the best for them in return..

after this, i'm going back to JOHORE to be with my family..the decision to further my master has been postponed because i want to experience a working life..i want to contribute something to my family after all the hard years of raising me up..terima kasih ayah n mommy..terima kasih kak rina, abg joy and abg aid..my life would end up with 'ZERO ACHIEVEMENT' if u weren't there..

hati terasa sedih..but the show must go on right??..face the hardships with a sweet smile..=)..

hye bloggers..

last wednesday was my second last paper..another one paper will be on sunday (8th Nov, 2009)..=)..it's getting near to say our farewell..i feel sad because we're going to split and make our own way..=(..

my heart is getting better and better each day..now i can go in peace but there are questions that i have to ask to my MBWL..we better get prepare ourselves for a 'big hit' after this..be strong dear..i know we can do it..

mommy asked me to stay at home for a month before i start to look for jobs..she's right..i need a rest after two years of studying..my brain needs a VACATION..huhuhu..i'm planning to find jobs at Johor Bahru..but that is just a plan..who knows i might end up back in Shah Alam..hehehe..

ok..it's time to continue my study..by the way, my Maxis number has been activated..so, anyone who has my number, do please call me because all of your numbers had gone missing after i got my new sim card..huhuhu..sorry..

May Allah bless all of u..

yaikss..

2 papers finished..another 2 papers will come soon..huhuu..hopefully Allah will guide me till the end..i received a message from my mom today, telling me that my neighbour was admitted to a hospital last night because of H1N1..i told my mom and ayah to always wear a mask because the neighbour house is next to ours..

yesterday exam paper was tough + not enough time to finish..huhuhu..today, i have to study for my next paper..Construction Economics IV..calculation + theories??..which one do u prefer??..i'll try my best..there are only about 1 week left to be here in Shah Alam..i'm thinking of working in JB..changing of plan because i don't wanna be here anymore..

currently listening to chinese songs from the drama 'WHY WHY LOVE' and 'DEVIL BESIDE YOU'..nice..i'm looking for my mood to study..hahaha..hearing these songs make me flashback to my memories at UiTM Perak..miss that place so much~..some people may say that we cannot live in our past..but to me, my past is my guidelines and the most important thing to be cherished because what i am now are an upgrade or sometimes downgrade and changes from the past..agree??..

all of my friends have started to look for jobs..me??..i want to finish my exam first and start looking for a job afterwards..=)..can't wait to contribute to my family..and keep my promise to people that i love so much..

its kind of funny to hear this one news..about a backstabber who finally get into trouble..i don't say that i'm happy to see she suffers but maybe it's what has been fated by God..KARMA it is~..so, stop messing with other people's life..stop gossiping others and pleaseeeee stop pretending and thinking that u are the most perfect human being on earth..