am i wrong??..

hye bloggers..

i'm at home now..i arrived on sunday @ 10.30 a.m from shah alam..a 3 hours journey ended up to be only 2 hours and a half..not because of i was speeding but the road was clear without lorries and cars..

actually, i went home with this guilty feeling..just straight to the point..i left my MBWL without saying goodbye for the last time..we supposed to meet each other early in the morning before i went back to my hometown..he woke up late and i decided to straightly went home..am i mean??..

did i do the right thing??..i don't even know..i drove with this guilt and didn't realise i had reached home..i sent him a message saying i was so sorry..i really didn't mean to leave him like that but i had to..how cruel i am, am i?..

to my MBWL..if u read this..i just want to apologise for everything from the beginning we met until we're apart from each other..i do really hope that we can meet in different situation not like what we used to be..a situation where there'll be only u and me..my heart will always remain as what i told u before..

drove with tears falling down my cheeks made me feel even sorrow..but as usual, life must go on..with or without u..mommy seemed to know what i've been through right now and she gave me support just like she always did..thank u mom!..

a new day has begun..a new me still waits for the sun to come..may God bless me in every way..insyaAllah..