what's with this 'FEELING'??..hate it!!..

i've juz read a couple of blogs..kinda sad 2 read their blogs..i thought i'm d only person who gets into trouble each day in my life..but it seems dat i'm not ALONE..i dnt feel good today..(currently in a blurry situation)..i'm listening 2 this song by RESSA HERLAMBANG..my best fren amy told me many times b4 2 listen 2 this song..thank u amy..i love it..it's kinda sad but i still love it..mmuuuahh!..

'MENYESAL'..this song really takes my heart away..give me a feeling which i can't describe..here are some emotional lyrics that tore my heart in pieces!..

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actually, this lyrics only touch a bit of my story..but the music??..instantly make me burst into tears..=(...n there'e this one song also entitle 'MAAFKANLAH'..arghhhh!!!...if 'he' could understand what i've been through right now??...goshhh!!...HATE THIS FEELING...!!..i wanna 'me' again..d one who focus on what she does everyday in her life n nvr give up!..

i wanna do something that really satisfy me in my own way..next sem will be my most challenging sem..i hope i'm tougher than b4..i can do it!!..believe in myself n i can do it!!..n guess what?..i think i'm gonna cry 2day..amy said that was the best thing 2 do to get u 2 feel relief...=(