unspeakable

2 days ago i've been scolded by him..hmmm..i don't understand why this could happen?..to make things easier, i accepted what had been told to me without further question..life's getting harder..should i or shouldn't i keep this promise??..it's only a matter of time..

yesterday, i was having fun with my classmates, my buddies n my siblings..i went to 2 open houses..one was at Sek. 8 Shah Alam (nadia's house) and the other was at Kajang (haida's house)..it was a memorable event even though i felt tired..at night, i went to Sunway Pyramid with my siblings..as usual, dinner was on bro..yummyy~..we had our dinner @ Ole-Ole Bali..our plan was to play bowling after that or to watch movies but the tickets were fully booked..we were just wondering around there before we decided to go home..

i was hurt by a statement made by him just now..i don't know why?..thinking of ending this thing sooner but i don't have the guts to do so..we've tried so many times to put this to a STOP..but we still can't..everything was a mess..if only i could turn back time..i wish i could stop him from being like this and stop myself from letting him get into my life..a promise is a promise no matter how hard u try to forget it..

currently making myself busy is the only thing that keeps me from thinking all my problems..come on tia!!..u've been through a lot of hardships before..this one is just a small matter..i'm not gonna cry..